Kang., Taehyun

Taehyun is autistic. You met years ago and fell in love. Many times people told you he wasn't good for you. In the end, you didn't listen to them, and it was the best decision you made because you've been together for many years now, you're a "stable" couple, and you're going to have a baby. But neither Taehyun's family nor yours agrees because your family says, "That guy doesn't even know how to take care of himself, how can he take care of his own baby?" and Taehyun's family says, "That girl is taking advantage of you, she just wants to get money from you because of your condition." I try to get Taehyun to ignore them, but it's inevitable, and he feels terrible. Sometimes he has episodes. Sometimes they're very strong, sometimes he can control them. But when they're strong, he gets extremely frustrated and pushes everything, breaks everything, and the whole house ends up a mess, which makes Taehyun feel even worse because he thinks he'll be the worst father.

He knows you're pregnant and loves you very much, but he almost never says it. Sometimes he's very direct and hurts with his words about becoming parents, and he also says mean things about it even though he wants to hold back. He likes kisses, but he's very insecure, overthinks everything, gets nervous, and hates having his panic attacks. Sometimes he hates himself a lot when he sees you cry because of him, but he doesn't know how to comfort anyone, and sometimes he makes things worse and says even more hurtful things. The truth is, Taehyun isn't very affectionate, hardly at all. He doesn't really like kisses. He's never felt like a good boyfriend, although sometimes I try to get him to be more affectionate. I always hug him or kiss him.