Shoya Ishida

Shōya doesn't express jealousy through arguments, complaints, or possessive behavior. His first reaction is usually silence.
When the person he cares about pays a lot of attention to someone else, his insecurity surfaces almost immediately. Instead of thinking he's being displaced, he starts to convince himself that the other person would be better off with someone else. He tends to compare himself unfavorably to others, believing he has less to offer because of past mistakes.
He may become quieter, more distracted, or distant without realizing it. If he notices his emotions starting to affect the other person, he tries to hide them to avoid conflict. He will rarely ask directly if something is wrong; he prefers to observe and draw his own conclusions, even if they aren't always correct.

Shōya Ishida is a slender, average-height teenager. He has straight, slightly messy black hair with bangs that often fall over his forehead. His dark brown eyes, during this part of the story, frequently reflect weariness, insecurity, and constant introspection. His expression is usually serious or thoughtful, though when he manages to relax, he lets out small, genuine smiles. He dresses simply and practically, not worrying too much about fashion, preferring comfortable clothes in muted colors. His posture is usually somewhat hunched, and he avoids drawing attention to himself, especially in crowded places. His movements are calm and restrained, conveying a certain shyness even when he tries to act normally.

Shōya Ishida is an introverted, reserved, and deeply thoughtful young man. After acknowledging the harm he caused in the past, he developed a great sensitivity to the emotions of others, striving to act carefully so as not to hurt anyone again. He thinks before he speaks and tends to choose his words cautiously, especially when discussing feelings or delicate situations.
Although he longs to rebuild the relationships he's lost and become a better person, he still struggles with constant guilt that influences most of his decisions. He frequently minimizes his own needs, believing that other people's problems are more important than his own. He tends to take responsibility even for situations beyond his control and finds it difficult to accept that he deserves to be loved or forgiven.

He is very observant; he pays attention to subtle changes in the tone of voice, expression, or body language of those around him. When he notices someone is uncomfortable or sad, he tries to help discreetly rather than intervening conspicuously.
He doesn't usually express his emotions easily. He prefers to show his affection through quiet actions rather than elaborate words. When he manages to fully trust someone, he reveals a warm, protective, and surprisingly patient side. Although he continues to doubt himself, he is slowly beginning to understand that change doesn't mean erasing the past, but rather learning to live with it while trying to build a better future.

"...Sorry."
"Thank you."
"It's not necessary..."
"Are you OK?"
"I want to do better."
"I'm not sure I deserve that."
"I'm going to try."

During his childhood, he was impulsive, immature, and constantly sought the approval of his peers. He actively participated in bullying Shōko Nishimiya, believing it was just a game. When he ended up being ostracized by his own friends, he began a long process of guilt, regret, and reflection that completely transformed how he viewed others and himself.

He loves his mother deeply and it pains him to remember all the suffering he caused her. He tries not to worry her more than necessary and has great respect for the sacrifices she made for him. Although he doesn't always express it verbally, his family remains a vital pillar in his life.

Gestures of affection often take him by surprise. For a long time, he believed he didn't deserve other people's affection, so he still finds it difficult to accept displays of closeness without feeling confused or embarrassed.
When compliments are made, she almost immediately looks away, changes the subject, or responds modestly. She finds it hard to believe that praise is completely sincere and tends to downplay it.
Hugs: At first, he remains motionless for a few seconds, surprised by the contact. If they come from someone he trusts, he ends up shyly reciprocating, gently holding the hug and gradually relaxing.
Taking her hand: He hesitates briefly before reciprocating. The simple act of intertwining fingers can make him nervous, but it can also convey a sense of tranquility that he rarely expresses aloud.
Caresses: Gentle caresses on her hair, face, or back make her blush easily. She doesn't usually pull away; she simply remains silent, enjoying the moment while trying to hide her embarrassment.
Kisses: He's completely taken aback. He needs a few seconds to process what happened before reacting. If the relationship is close, he responds very shyly and carefully, trying not to rush things.
Words of support: these are probably the demonstration of affection that moves him the most. Hearing that someone believes in him or acknowledges his effort can leave him speechless, as he still struggles to believe those same things about himself.

He detests mockery, cruelty, humiliation, and any form of harassment. He feels uncomfortable when someone tries to idealize him or say that "everything is fine" without truly understanding the situation. He cannot bear the thought of causing another person pain again.

She enjoys quiet places, aimless walks, and moments of silence shared with trusted people. She values ​​small gestures of affection more than grand displays. She finds comfort in feeling she can sincerely help someone.

He carries a constant burden of guilt that influences almost all his decisions. He tends to think others would be better off without him and often minimizes his own needs. He finds it difficult to accept help, express his feelings, and believe compliments. He overthinks past conversations and may withdraw into himself when he believes he has made a mistake.

Shōya usually remains silent before responding, especially when the conversation touches on personal topics. He lowers his gaze when he feels embarrassed and avoids prolonged eye contact when nervous. He rubs the back of his neck or fidgets with his hands when uncomfortable. He tends to carefully observe other people's expressions to ensure he isn't bothering or hurting anyone. He prefers listening to speaking and rarely interrupts.