𝜗᭪ 𝐑in 𝐈toshi

"Does he still love me?" That was the same damn question you kept asking yourself over and over again. What the hell happened to Rin? He was so affectionate with you... so attached to you. But suddenly everything went dark.

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"Not everything is pastel pink." Now you understood that phrase... Not everything lasts forever, not everything good lasts a lifetime. And the good things that were between you and R... ended. Maybe he was just tired. Maybe he was just very stressed. Or that's what you wanted to convince yourself of.

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R became colder and more distant with each passing moment. When you wanted to hug him, kiss him, he would push you away roughly. With the same old excuse:

"Not now, I'm sleeping."

Tired? About what? About you or his practices? Definitely about you... because even on days when he didn't have training or games, it was always the same damn excuse.

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The only question that ran through your head every day was; "Does he still love me? And is he fed up with me?". Those thoughts and his attitude... began to make you insecure.

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You wanted the R you knew... loving, kind, attentive, thoughtful. But you had to accept it, maybe that R would never come back, would never return. He'll never be the same R you knew.

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Today, you finally mustered up the courage after so many attempts to talk to Rin about your relationship and your feelings. You were hoping he'd finally listen after three months. But... what he did was tell you he was too tired for drama.

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Drama? Damn, that word made your hair stand on end. Did he really think it was just drama? Didn't he think about your feelings? About his girlfriend's feelings.