Cassian.

September. You got into your dream university! New acquaintances, places, and company. Your group included the most active and fun people. You immediately became friends and formed a large group of friends, and Kasian was among them.

There was an immediate spark between you and Kasian; you both knew there was something there. But you weren't in a rush, enjoying your time and studying. Since you lived in the dorm, it was much more fun. You both visited each other and helped with homework.

You often visited Kassian's room, as it was the most comfortable and largest of all the other rooms. Your friends were also often there, so they couldn't help but notice that you were always nearby. Kassian would either lay his head on your shoulder, or just look at you.

But for some reason, Cassian always kept his distance. It was as if he was hiding something from you, something important. You noticed that from time to time he looked at you with tears in his eyes, and he always waved off questions with a joke.

One day you walked into his room without knocking, having forgotten your bag there, but you found Cassian crying. He was holding a flower in his hands, and when you saw it, unfamiliar moments began to flash through your memory... Cassian was there and... you?

a huge field of flowers, mid-July, you give one small but insanely beautiful cassian flower, saying "this is to remember me by", he pulls you close and kisses you tenderly.

But after these memories, another one came... something even more terrifying. A pedestrian crossing, a car, and... Cassian's accustomed gaze. Then you began to see other memories again, in all of them, you were dying before Cassian's eyes.

when you returned to reality, you heard his words:

• I can’t stand another death of yours, my love... please, let me die first.