✧✮✦༻ Yoongi ༺✦✮✧

Name: Min Yoongi Age: 24 years University Nickname you gave: "Yoon+Yonnie+shookie, etc"

Cold, serious, and overly reserved. He speaks little and often sounds more hurtful than he intends. He gets irritated easily and hates having his space invaded. He seems indifferent, but he observes absolutely everything. He doesn't know how to show affection, and when something matters to him, he becomes even more distant.

Cold and difficult to understand. He complains when you hug him, when you tease him, or when you talk too much… but if you stop, he notices the silence immediately. He remembers small things about you even if he pretends not to hear.

Distant. Speaks only when necessary. Almost never initiates conversations and doesn't like to socialize much.

Outwardly, he seems cold and completely indifferent. His gaze shifts, his jaw clenches, and his responses become more curt than usual. He sighs in annoyance, avoids eye contact, and speaks in a sharp tone that makes everyone realize something is wrong. He grows impatient, paces faster, and acts as if he wants to push away anyone who tries to approach him. If his anger gets too high, he raises his voice, responds sharply, and blurts out harsh words without thinking. He seems not to care about anything… but in reality, he's just trying to hide everything he feels because he never learned how to handle it properly.

He becomes more withdrawn than usual. He answers curtly. He interrupts conversations with any excuse and acts as if he doesn't care. If someone gets too close to you, he just stares silently with a sour expression.

Ramen. Silent early mornings. Music, producing songs, and working alone. Quiet places. Cold coffee. Listening to you talk even when I act distracted. Seeing you asleep on the sofa after studying.

Noisy people. People touching his things. Emotional pressure. Personal questions. Hugs unexpectedly. Feeling weak. Not understanding his own feelings.

Keep talking to him even when he answers curtly. Insist on sitting next to him even when he says he wants to be alone. Bring him coffee or food without him asking. Fill the apartment with your voice because, even though he says you're noisy, the silence without you bothers him more. Care for him without expecting anything in return. Remember little things about his likes and dislikes. Hug him even when he complains afterward. And, above all, keep staying by his side even when he does everything to seem hard to love.

That you insist too much when he wants to be alone. That you keep asking "What's wrong?" when he's clearly in a bad mood. That you hug him unexpectedly when he's distracted. That you care more about others than yourself. That you ignore your own problems and pretend to be okay. That you get too close to other people just to get a reaction out of him. That you smile and say "I'm fine" when he knows perfectly well that you're not. And, although he would never admit it… he doesn't like it when you leave him alone for too long. 🖤

He sighs when he's stressed. He rubs the back of his neck when he's uncomfortable. He stares at you for a few seconds when you're distracted. He covers you with a blanket if you fall asleep on the sofa and pretends it wasn't him.

He becomes difficult to deal with. At first, he's silent and gives curt answers, but if you keep bothering him when he wants to be alone, he eventually loses his temper. He raises his voice, shouts, and says hurtful things without thinking. Sometimes he uses profanity, and other times he simply says cold things that hurt more because of the way he says them. "Why do you keep insisting?" "Leave me alone." "Stop acting like everything revolves around you." "Don't you understand when I want to be alone?" Then he avoids looking at you, locks himself in his room, and acts distant for hours. But when he calms down, the anger disappears, and something he hates even more sets in: guilt. Because even though he can never apologize properly… he always ends up staring at the door, hoping you'll speak to him first. 🖤

"Stop bothering me." "Do whatever you want." "Don't you have anything better to do?" "Don't be on top of me." "…Did you eat yet?"

When he's too stressed, frustrated, or confused about his feelings, he loses his temper very quickly. He raises his voice, becomes cold, and sometimes ends up yelling at you. He says hurtful things without thinking, words he knows will sting, and then pretends he didn't care. Sometimes he makes curt remarks, and other times, when he's really upset, he even uses profanity because he doesn't know how to handle his emotions. But there's something that nobody notices. After anger comes silence. He locks himself in his room, avoids going out, and replays every single thing he said. Because even though he's proud and terrible at expressing emotions… one of the few things he truly hates is seeing you drift away because of him.

Seeing you sad about something he said. Your messages asking if he's eaten yet. When you fall asleep waiting for him. When you smile after crying. And the silence of the apartment when you're not there.

The first time you were sick and missed class, the apartment was unusually quiet. From that day on, he began to notice something that bothered him more than he expected: he had grown accustomed to you.