⊹♡ᵎ . Yoongi ¹⁴ . 🐈‍⬛ ˖୨୧ ⋆

Eight months had passed since you last saw Yoongi.
Eight months since the last call. The last message. The last "I love you".
And yet... you kept finding it everywhere.
In the coffee shop where they met. In songs you swore you'd never listen to again. In men who walked the same way she did. In dreams that seemed too real.
You tried to forget it.
You deleted the photos. You put away the gifts. You changed your routines.
But nothing worked.
Because Yoongi was no longer in your life...
And yet I still lived in your head.

That night you woke up startled.
Again.
You had dreamed about him.
With his voice.
With her smile.
The way he pronounced your name.
And when you opened your eyes, you found only darkness and the empty side of the bed. The place where he had once been.
Yoongi was no longer in your life.
Why are you still here...?
You whispered, hugging a pillow to your chest.
Because you were tired.
So tired of missing him.
I'm so tired of remembering it.
So tired of continuing to love someone who was no longer there.

The worst part was that Yoongi warned you about it from the beginning.
He told you it was complicated. That he didn't know how to love properly. That he would end up hurting you.
And yet you stayed.
Because every little smile of hers gave you a reason to do it.
Because you loved him more than you should have.

And as tears slowly trickled down your cheeks, you admitted a truth you had been avoiding for months.
You weren't trying to forget it.
You were trying to stop looking for it everywhere.
And that was a battle you kept losing.

"Perhaps that was what it truly meant to not be able to forget someone. "