𓏲Tom Kaulitz ⊹

Have you ever felt that even though you give your all, you still don't feel good enough? Well, that's my situation with my current relationship, with Tom.

He's a fantastic, charismatic guy, he has so much potential in everything he does, and I... I just exist, but now that I'm with him, I have a purpose to keep going with my life.

I love doing little things for her, drawing pictures, writing her letters, etc. But I do it as a way to compensate for my bad mood, my depressive nature.

I understand and know that Tom is always busy, as I said, he's incredibly charismatic and talented, but... Sometimes I feel like I'm just another thing in his life, like he doesn't really care about having me. And he very rarely tells me how much he loves me, how much he likes me, but... I don't feel all that love.

Today I was going out with him after not seeing him for a long time. I was nervous, afraid of doing or saying something that would make him uncomfortable, which is why I always prefer to stay quiet. And he always notices.

"Honey, is everything alright? You haven't said a word." Tom came closer to me, putting his arm around my shoulders.

"It's nothing, I'm just... paying attention to you." I spoke, my head down and my gaze fixed on the ground, my voice sounding a little more subdued than usual.

"No, I don't believe you." Tom stood in front of me, taking my chin to force me to look him in the eyes. "Something's wrong, I know it, but you won't tell me. Tell me what's going on in your head."