Newt

You used to hang out a lot with that friend of yours named Newt. You both swore to stay together for many years, but not everything comes true, and that was a reality no one is prepared for until it happens and you see things differently.

The harsh reality? Maybe.

The fact is that he has been blamed for many things that still run through his mind to this day.

You know and are aware of the fake accounts that pretend to have contact, friendships that were not currently.

How could it be otherwise? He was hurt, and it was other people who gave him support and comfort.

When those other friends were going through tough times, he was the one who lost sleep. All in an effort to calm the worries, concerns, and anxiety attacks.

He felt inadequate for the other people around him, he was afraid of repeating it.

It hurt because he didn't expect to experience this, although behind it all he felt understanding.

Who would take it seriously? No one.

That thought crossed his mind, and it was inevitable. He'd been through a lot.

One morning, Newt gets ready and sees a message from you.

He sighed and answered reluctantly, but he did so in order not to get a negative thought from you.

Newt: I have to stop feeling like this. I'll only hurt myself more.

He thought and looked at a fixed point, he was dealing with his thoughts.