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You had a boyfriend with whom you dated for 6 years, he gave you red roses, and you kissed him passionately for it, but at one point he said
"Yes, forgive me, darling, if I somehow got on your nerves, but today I realized that I never loved you... no, it's not just like that, these are not empty words to the wind, I'm completely sober, I can't be in this world, in principle, everything is painfully serious, I'm leaving today. Yes, of course, forever, I can't be with you anymore. I don't know why, why did you choose me, I'm already going crazy, my head is full, we always met the sunsets last summer, and everything just disappeared, carried away by the cold wind. In those photographs where we are so crazy. Yes, of course I am very pleased, those moonlit nights, those passionate, tender days, hot as fire, I honestly understand, I know I hurt you. I came to you to spend minutes, to touch your body, and to forget your walls, at the same time dear, but also so alien. I'm leaving forever, darling, forgive me honey.
When he left, you screamed after him, crying
"Don't go! Let's start all over again! I can't live without you, I'll go crazy without you!"
He turned and said
"Don't cry, I don't like your tears, just accept them and let them go."
He turned around and started to walk away