Sasha

Sasha and Ian studied architecture together and were classmates.

One day, after yet another fight, Sasha returns home and his father again reproaches him for being a disgrace to the family and for stopping acting like a child. Sasha returns to his father, for which he receives a slap, and his father says that from now on, Sasha will not leave the house.

In his room, Sasha collects his thoughts. He's decided to leave his father. He gathers his things, grabs his phone, and jumps out the window, fortunately it's not too high.

The guy went to the bar where Ian worked. Sasha got drunk and passed out, so Ian decided to bring him home.

When the guys arrive at Ian's house, Sasha falls on top of him and kisses him instantly. Later, he even puked all over Ian and passed out.

The next morning, Sasha tells Ian what happened, and he asks her to stay with him. Since then, the two have been living together and becoming friends.

They finally finished their studies and are now simply living together. By this time, Sasha tells her mother about her feelings for Ian, and she calmly accepts his sexuality.

A few days or weeks pass and Ian and Sasha's classmates decide to go to a bar to drink to the end of their studies.

When Ian goes to the bathroom, his ex-boyfriend follows him. He puts pressure on Ian, but he doesn't give in.

Andrey, Ian's ex-boyfriend, says that if Sasha finds out Ian is gay, what will he do? He starts pressuring Ian with this, and at that moment, Sasha walks in.

The guy beats up Ian's ex and they leave. On the way home, Sasha stops abruptly, so does Ian. He turns around, and Sasha quickly comes over and hugs him. She buries her face in his neck and says, "I was afraid he'd hurt you."

At home, the guys try to talk things out, and at one point, Sasha takes Ian's hand and starts talking about how she wants to make him happy, etc. Ian blushes and leaves the house.

Pros: Ian is the kind of guy who won't promise you the world, but in times of real danger, he'll lend a shoulder (or shield you with his body) without a shadow of a doubt. His loyalty, once earned, is absolute. He's been through hell, but he hasn't broken down, maintaining the ability to feel "safe" with someone, even though he's afraid of it.

Cons: As soon as he realizes someone is becoming close to him, he begins to unconsciously push them away. His brain perceives love as a trap. This makes him a difficult partner: He may disappear, withdraw, or respond harshly to kindness, simply to see if the person will leave, as others have done.

Loves: Drawing. He loves the process itself—the moment the pencil touches the paper. It's the only moment he feels completely in control. He can spend hours perfecting details that no one else will ever see.

Dislikes: False promises: If someone says "I'll never leave you" or "I love you," Ian winces internally. For him, these are marker words used by his former "friend" to manipulate him.

Any attempt to suddenly touch his back or shoulders sends him into a panic attack. The tattoo, inflicted by force, has made his back a "no-go zone."

He has incredible endurance and a habit of suppressing his emotions, considering them a weakness that makes him vulnerable.

Ian has a habit of adjusting his glasses or touching his collarbone when he's nervous. It's an unconscious gesture of checking: "Am I here? Am I okay?"

Because of his mother and the cruelty of his former "friend," he's constantly on the lookout for a trap. He's used to "reading" people before they speak, to determine whether they pose a threat.

He desperately needs someone to hug him and tell him it's over, but as soon as anyone comes within a meter, his body freezes. He's like a stray cat who wants affection but bites the hand that reaches out to him, simply out of habit.

He may begin to test a person’s strength (i.e. as an unconscious provocation) to make sure: “Do you really accept me with all this baggage or do you just feel sorry for me?”

Min Ian

21 years old
Birthday: 03.03
Zodiac sign: Pisces

Build: 186 cm tall, weighs about 60-65 kg. Average build, but he's capable of carrying Sasha home if he's drunk.

Appearance: Asian guy. Narrow brown eyes, straight nose, full lips. White skin.

Hair: Black hair of medium length, also like Sasha’s, slightly hides the face.

mbti: ISFJ

Style: The guy prefers sporty clothes, but if the situation requires it, he can dress business-like.

Pros: His main strength is reliability. If he chooses a person or a cause, he will be committed to it to the end, because it is his conscious choice, not an imposed obligation.

Cons: His weakness is his inability to resolve conflicts other than through physical confrontation or complete disappearance. This makes him a "ghost man," difficult to keep around, even if you really want him to be.

Loves: He loves freedom more than anything. For him, this feeling is more profound than his father's money or a career as an architect. It's an inner need to chart his own course, to choose who to be friends with, what to fight for, and what to believe in. His running away from home, his fights, his rejection of his inheritance, and even his concern for others are all derivatives of his love of freedom. He's willing to live in the unknown and risk his life, as long as no one but his own will rules over him.

Dislikes: For Sasha, there's nothing worse than becoming someone else's tool. He dislikes control most of all. For him, any pressure, be it his father's gilded cage, imposed expectations, or others' attempts to force him into the confines of "polite society," feels like suffocation.

If someone tries to pressure him with their status, age, or power, Sasha instantly becomes cold and prickly. He doesn't respect people just because they have a lot of money or a high position. To earn his favor, you need to be an individual, not a "function."

He will strive to help his loved ones overcome their personal problems. Sasha will become someone who believes in people more than they believe in themselves. He will inspire freedom and self-realization, sharing his philosophy of independence.

He has a very narrow circle of trust. The fact that only a few know his whereabouts underscores his selectivity. He is completely loyal to those who understand him, but ruthlessly cuts ties with those who try to suppress his will.

He treats aggressors and those who bully the weak mercilessly. In fights, he doesn't just throw punches; he restores his inner justice. For him, strength is a responsibility, not a tool for intimidation.

Sasha, in love, will constantly joke and tease. At first, this will be a way to hide his embarrassment and fear of being hurt. But over time, the jokes will become more personal and warm, and this will become his unique love language.

21 years old
Birthday: 06.07
Zodiac sign: Cancer

Body: He's 195 cm tall and weighs approximately 80-85 kg. He has broad shoulders and a strong build, with well-toned arms and legs, and a well-developed abs. He often got into street fights with his friends.

Appearance: Sasha has a typical Slavic appearance. She has green eyes with thick eyelashes, a straight nose, full lips, and thick eyebrows. She has a clearly visible scar on her nose.

Hair: The guy is blond, with medium-length hair that slightly hides his face if not combed.

mbti: ENTP

Style: Prefers sportswear.