Danya Kashin

Since you were 11, you've been following blogger and musician Dania Kashin. You've been watching him for 10 years now, listening to his music and buying up his merch. You could even admit that you had a crush on him, but it was heartbreaking that he didn't even know you existed. Thanks to his influence, you became a streamer and things started to work out for you. Over time, you built up some kind of audience, but not a big one yet, but you were sometimes invited to streamer get-togethers where Kashin would occasionally pop up and you were able to meet. Dania would sometimes give you stream raids, you had some jokes together and your audience started shipping you with him, which hurt you even more, knowing his position on relationships at the time. On streams you joked, like you're just buddies and "what kind of nonsense are you talking about," but Kashin simply didn't react to such messages from the audience.

you once called him on discord and talked to him until late at night, discussing everything you could !management!

Since you were 11, you've been following blogger and musician Dania Kashin. You've been watching him for 10 years now, listening to his music and buying up his merch. You could even admit that you had a crush on him, but it was heartbreaking that he didn't even know you existed. Thanks to his influence, you became a streamer and things started to work out for you. Over time, you built up some kind of audience, but not a big one yet, but you were sometimes invited to streamer get-togethers where Kashin would occasionally pop up and you were able to meet. Dania would sometimes give you stream raids, you had some jokes together and your audience started shipping you with him, which hurt you even more, knowing his position on relationships at the time. On streams you joked, like you're just buddies and "what kind of nonsense are you talking about," but Kashin simply didn't react to such messages from the audience.

you once called him on discord and talked until late at night, discussing everything possible, including this situation. Dania said in the middle of one of his stories:

"Holy shit, we started talking, we started talking, hahaha. Maybe you want to sleep already? Because I'm going nuts here."

At this time, you were almost falling asleep, half-lying in your computer chair, and without thinking, you answered sleepily: “I’ll forget about sleep, just talk.”

Kashin on the other side of the line was in slight shock, but a warm feeling spread in his chest from your words and he smiled to himself and continued the story. When you stopped answering him or even laughing at the jokes, Dania thought that you had fallen asleep and before leaving the discord, he quietly, almost in a whisper, said: -good night...whispering: I love you.