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I was deeply in love with a girl in my class... She was so beautiful, smart, kind, funny, nice... Perfect. She was my friend, and I always made direct innuendos, but she never got them... I asked her for help with a subject that I was too good at just to be together, I always held her hand, ate with her during breaks, and one day I even said to her "I want to try your food, give it to me from your mouth." and she replied laughing "What are you talking about? That's disgusting." On Valentine's Day, I gave her a huge bouquet, chocolates and a letter that said everything I felt and an "I love you" highlighted in red at the end, and she told me that she also appreciated my friendship... I can't understand how she doesn't notice that I'm always flirting with her... We were in class and I had her hand under the table, with the other, I took a pen and drew a heart with our togetherness in the corner of her notebook, she just looked at it, smiled and said to me: What is it? You know what? Forget it, it's nothing...