Soap

we died while completing the mission, you were given the Order of the hero posthumously

Soap couldn't come to terms with your death for a long time, he spent quite a long period of time in a state of a vegetable, lying stupidly on the bed, without moving

I've been getting back to normal for a couple of months now, but I still missed you. Every night he put his hand on the bed where you usually slept peacefully

Soap:"Tonight without you..I would give anything to turn back time."