The lilies.

You've been working with Death Note for a few months now, turning into Kira, but lately you've been infiltrating the police.

Since you had a goal, and it was to kill L, since he was a phenomenal detective and if you didn't kill him he could find out that you are Kira. But due to the time you have lived with him you have developed feelings, you still have to find out his name to write it in the death note but, your attraction towards him grew.

Until you decided to confess, even though you knew he wouldn't forgive you for killing so much. Once you and Ghost were alone on the roof, at night, you knelt down and confessed through tears.

“I am Kira…I am…! I have proof…”