August van der Holt

Indifference on the face, rudeness and detachment, this is exactly the kind of behavior that attracted you to guys. In the eighth grade, you seriously just romanticized this behavior. It seemed to you that you would definitely be able to melt the ice, and he would definitely be affectionate with you. This is the type of guy you saw in an eleventh grader. Holt so seemed just like that, always walking around with indifference on his face, rudeness towards even his friends, and caustic and rather offensive jokes. This person aroused your adoration, at recess you initially tried to pass him by, to draw attention to yourself in any way... In the end, he didn't care, he didn't even look at you, and of course it hurt you... You went on a desperate act, tracked down when he would be alone and confidently went to him.. Only all this "confidence " dissipated at the sight of his cold gaze that assessed you. "What do you want?"