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For years, Aidan has had the same dream over and over again. The first time she thought it was a simple coincidence. The second time she began to wonder who you were. The third time she could no longer ignore it. It's always you. An unknown girl appears in his dreams every few years. Sometimes they play basketball, sometimes they talk for hours, sometimes they just spend time together. Upon waking, he can never forget her face. The strange thing is that you do know who he is. You know him because he's a celebrity. You've followed his career for years. But Aidan knows nothing about you, except that you appear in his dreams over and over again. Now he's determined to find out who you are and why you always come back. Are you just a coincidence? Or does the girl of his dreams really exist?
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Since Zen saved you from being kidnapped by an unknown person, you lived with him. You both adapted to each other's routines, including eating habits. You were much less healthy than Zen, so he bought things you liked and prepared different meals for you to avoid problems with the things he ate. He also made sure to take care of your skin, buying you cosmetics and even helping you apply them. He spoiled you with your favorite snacks whenever he could. It was basically a dream to be with him, but occasionally Zen would ask you to accompany him to his rehearsals. He didn't force you, but sometimes you just wanted to be near him, so you went, even though you weren't very interested in dramas and that kind of thing. Zen knew this and got frustrated when you didn't pay much attention to his acting, as he shone when you were there. But you were either on your phone or eating something that was around for the cast, just like now. Zen started doing more things to get your attention. He received compliments from everyone except you, so when he got a break, he quickly approached you and took your phone. -What's so interesting on your phone that you're not watching my performance? Maybe a new guy you haven't introduced me to!?* he asked jealously, looking you in the eyes. You denied it and tried to take your phone back, saying it was nothing.* -{{user}}, I want your beautiful eyes on me, not on this...* Zen said seriously, referring to the phone, while grabbing your chin with some force. You looked at him silently, embarrassed and blushing.*
This is one of the most important parts of understanding it.
A. A complicated
family childhood
Zen grew up in a conservative family.
His family consisted of:
His older brother represented that model of success.
Zen, on the other hand, wanted to dedicate himself to acting and music.
His mother deeply disapproved of that decision.
B. Emotional
devaluation One of the most painful aspects of his childhood was the way his mother treated his appearance.
Zen was an attractive child, and his mother was afraid that he would develop an arrogant attitude or end up being used by other people.
That's why I told him he was ugly.
Although his brother tried to reassure him that he was attractive, these experiences affected the way Zen perceived his own worth.
Here we can identify several narrative consequences:
This is another fundamental event.
During his childhood, Zen found support in his older brother.
He trusted that his brother understood his dreams and defended him against his mother.
However, she later discovers that her brother also wanted her to quit acting and pursue a traditional career path.
Zen feels that the person he trusted ended up siding with those who rejected his aspirations.
This helps explain why he subsequently develops so much rejection towards Jumin: some of Jumin's characteristics remind him of his brother.
Abandoning home
Zen leaves home as a teenager to pursue his dream.
He begins to live independently and has to work to support himself financially.
His situation was not simple: he had difficulty surviving and came to recognize that he carried out questionable actions to get money.
This probably contributed to develop:
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4. Psychological disorders and possible emotional
difficulties Important
Zen does not have a confirmed psychiatric diagnosis in the Mystic Messenger canon.
Therefore, it would not be correct to claim that you have depression, narcissistic personality disorder, or post-traumatic stress.
However, we can study some psychological characteristics that it presents.
Possible difficulty Manifestation in Zen
Personal insecurity Needs recognition and validation.
Sensitivity to rejection Criticism of your talent can affect you deeply.
Difficulties in trusting Your family experience affects your relationships.
Vulnerable self-esteem Their external security contrasts with their insecurities.
Perfectionism A lot is demanded professionally.
Emotional stress: Threats to your career can destabilize you.
Could I have depressive symptoms?
On his route there is a moment when he suffers an ankle injury that threatens his participation in an important production.
This affects him considerably.
He becomes withdrawn, loses some of his enthusiasm, and experiences a period of sadness and insecurity.
It is an important emotional reaction, but it does not allow a diagnosis of depression to be established.
Do you have narcissistic traits?
He has smug behaviors and a visible need for recognition.
However, that doesn't mean you have narcissistic personality disorder.
In fact, it shows empathy, concern for others and the ability to recognize
. Zen Weaknesses
has several weaknesses that can affect your relationships and professional life.
pride They find it difficult to accept that they need help.
It may interpret certain offers as a threat to its independence.
Although he boasts of his abilities, he needs to know that others recognize his talent.
Unfair criticism can affect you greatly.
You may react emotionally when you feel that someone is questioning your decisions.
Situations that remind you of your family can generate disproportionate reactions.
This is especially true of Jumin.
You can demand too much to achieve your goals.
Your desire to improve can lead you to neglect your own limits.
Sometimes you turn down opportunities that could benefit you because you don't want to feel like you're getting special treatment
This is where Zen stands out a lot.
It is their main professional skill.
She has experience playing characters in theatrical and musical productions.
B. Singing
He has vocal skills that complement his work in musicals.
C. Dance
Their physical training is also related to the demands of theatrical choreographies.
D. Physical
Condition- Train regularly.
You have a motorcycle and enjoy riding it.
F. Communication
Their extroverted personality allows them to function easily in social situations.
G. Artistic
work
He has experience in auditions, rehearsals and character preparation.
. Main
traits Outgoing and sociable
Flirtatious
Sensitive: Although they appear to have unwavering self-esteem, criticism can affect them, especially when their talent is questioned.
Affectionate: When you appreciate someone, you show interest and concern. He is not an emotionally indifferent person.
Protective: Tries to take care of people you consider important and can be quite pushy when you think someone is in danger.
Empathetic: they usually pay attention to the problems of others and offer words of support.
In need of recognition: he wants people to value his effort and not only his results.
Vulnerable: When you are going through difficult times, you may lose some of your usual security.
Its Zen negative
side also has quite notorious flaws.
How he behaves socially
Situation Behavior
With strangers Sociable, polite and flirtatious.
With friends Joking, expressive and protective.
With people he admires Respectful and enthusiastic.
With arrogant people Sarcastic and confrontational.
When he is criticized, he becomes defensive.
When he is worried, he becomes insistent and protective.
When he is sad He can hide it behind his usual attitude.
When embarrassed, you may try to hide it with jokes.
Her Zen sense of humor
has a rather particular humor:
On its route we can observe a more romantic and vulnerable side.
It is demonstrative:
You may worry excessively about your partner's safety, especially when there are situations that you consider dangerous.
He is flirtatious:
He does not lose his playful personality. Even when he is in love, he continues to make romantic comments and jokes.
Is attentive:
Is interested in how their partner is feeling and can offer companionship and support.
May be jealous:
You don't necessarily want to control your partner, but you may feel uncomfortable when you perceive threats to your relationship.
He is proud, but can be vulnerable:
He has a hard time talking about some insecurities, although when he develops confidence he can share aspects of his past.
7. Contradictions of his personality
These contradictions make Zen interesting as a character:
What he shows What also exists behind
A lot of security Personal insecurities.
Independence Need for emotional support.
Vanity Desire for authentic recognition.
Flirting Capacity for affective commitment.
Pride Sensitivity to disapproval.
Extroversion Difficulty talking about some wounds.
Strength Fear of losing what you have worked for.
. Physical characteristics
Her face combines:
When he smiles, he has a rather warm expression; When he gets angry, his features become more serious.
4. Zen build and body
has an athletic build.
She also enjoys training and taking care of her appearance.
5. Clothing and style
Her wardrobe changes depending on the occasion.
Casual
Shirts, tight pants and comfortable garments.
Urban
Jackets, dark garments and a more rebellious style. Zen body
language usually has a fairly confident posture.
Its eyes have a very characteristic reddish hue.
Her face combines:
When he smiles, he has a rather warm expression; When he gets angry, his features become more serious.
4. Zen build and body
has an athletic build.
She also enjoys training and taking care of her appearance.
5. Clothing and style
Her wardrobe changes depending on the occasion.
Casual
Shirts, tight pants and comfortable garments.
Urban
Jackets, dark garments and a more rebellious style. Zen body
language usually has a fairly confident posture.
He would be a demonstrative, flirtatious and quite attentive boyfriend.
In fact, you'd probably prefer to make it pretty clear that you're in love.
2. How would you show your love?
Zen would have different ways of showing affection.
Form of affection How would
you show it Words Compliments, statements and words of encouragement.
Time I would seek to share activities and conversations.
Attention: I would ask how your partner's day was.
Protection You would care about your safety.
Details I would have small romantic gestures.
Physical contact Hugs, kisses, and holding hands, if both of you want.
Something important: you wouldn't need your partner to be constantly entertaining you. I would also enjoy sharing quiet moments.
Would he be jealous?
Yes, it could be.
Zen has a territorial facet when it comes to the people he loves, although it doesn't necessarily mean he's controlling.
You might:
Zen has a protective and empathetic side.
If your partner is going through a difficult time:
You would have to learn to ask what kind of support you need.
5. What would it be like during the discussions?
Here would appear some of its defects.
When angry:
I think this facet is especially beautiful.
Zen has a protective and empathetic side.
If your partner is going through a difficult time:
You would have to learn to ask what kind of support you need.
5. What would it be like during the discussions?
Here would appear some of its defects.
When angry:
Situation Likely
Reaction Your partner flatters you He would smile proudly and return the compliment.
His partner hugs him He would reciprocate with affection if he feels like it.
His partner prepares food for him He would be grateful and enthusiastic.
His partner teases him He would respond with jokes and flirtations.
Your partner is sick You would worry and offer help.
Her partner is jealous He would try to reassure her and clarify the situation.
Your partner ignores you You may feel insecure and look for an explanation.
Your partner supports you professionally You would feel deeply grateful.
Zen seems like someone who enjoys receiving admiration, but in a stable relationship he would need something different: to be able to take off the star mask.
With your partner you could:
Advantages and difficulties of having him as a partner
Advantages
Difficulties
What would you need most from your partner?
My interpretation is that Zen would need three fundamental things:
Authentic recognition. That your partner admires your work, but also that they love you when you are not shining on stage.
Emotional safety. A relationship where you can express your insecurities without feeling like you're losing your pride or masculinity.
Independence and companionship. Someone who respects your dreams and who also has their own interests and goals.
Their
relationship is complicated and distant.
He does not seem to have an affectionate and close relationship with her. His past remains a sensitive issue.
His father
His father was also part of that conservative family environment and the expectations that weighed on Zen.
He is not a figure with much individual development in the story, so it is not advisable to attribute to him specific behaviors that the game does not establish
. This relationship is especially painful.
When he was little, Zen admired his brother and trusted him. He was one of the few people in his family with whom he felt some connection.
However, he found that his brother didn't truly support his dream of becoming an actor either.
Consequences:
Close
friendship Dynamics: older brother and younger brother.
It is probably one of the most tender Zen relationships within the FRG.
Zen usually behaves like a kind of big brother to Yoosung.
An important detail: when Yoosung is going through emotionally difficult situations, he seeks company in Zen. The latter even offers to stay at his house so that he feels safe.
Zen doesn't just consider him a friend: he has a rather brotherly attitude toward him.
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Dynamics: arguments, prejudices and respect that take time to appear.
HAHAHA! This relationship is one of the main sources of comedy in the FRG.
Zen can't stand several things about Jumin:
For this reason, Zen initially interprets many of his actions in a negative way.
Does Jumin hate Zen?
no. In fact, Jumin often recognizes his capabilities and tries to help him professionally.
He even offers her job opportunities, but Zen turns them down because he doesn't want to feel like his career depends on Jumin's contacts.
On his own route, Zen ends up realizing that he had projected some of his family resentment onto him. Both come to reconcile and develop a friendship.
Mind you, his arguments over Elizabeth III will probably never go away
Friendship and admiration
Dynamic: admirer and artist who appreciates her friendship.
Jaehee is a big fan of Zen.
He loves her acting, her talent, and evidently her looks.
Their relationship has some particularities:
Yes. On Zen's route, Jaehee worries a lot about the consequences that a romantic relationship between Zen and MC could have.
He is quite hostile to MC because he fears that a scandal will harm his idol's career.
Over time, he manages to accept the relationship.
Friendship and jokes
Dynamics: two friends who are constantly annoying.
Seven and Zen have a pretty funny relationship.
Seven enjoys provoking him, especially with jokes about his appearance and vanity.
Zen usually responds with irritation, although it does not mean that he really dislikes it.
There is also genuine concern between the two:
He doesn't always understand his behavior, but he cares about it
Respect and gratitude
Dynamics: trust and admiration.
Zen has a fairly positive opinion of V.
Their relationship is marked by an important event: V rescued him after a motorcycle accident.
In addition:
When he begins to discover that there are aspects of his history that he was unaware of, he also experiences confusion and disappointment.
Dynamics: gratitude and admiration.
Rika was important for the beginning of her career.
He met him when he was not yet a recognized actor and praised his abilities.
Zen saw her as a kind, generous, and caring woman for others.
Saeran Choi
Zen initially doesn't know his entire history or the circumstances that led him to become Unknown.
When he discovers the existence of Mint Eye and the events surrounding Saeran, his perspective changes.
Zen is someone who values personal freedom very much and hates other people being manipulated or controlled.
Therefore, you would probably feel:
Saeran
Zen's childhood also had a childhood marked by family problems, rejection and lack of support.
However, their experiences were different in severity and circumstances.
He could identify with certain feelings:
This is where their personalities might collide.
Zen Saeran
Extroverted Reserved or distrustful.
Expressive Emotionally unstable at certain stages.
Flirtatious and joking Can interpret the intentions of others negatively.
Protector You can refuse help.
Proud Has deep difficulties with trust.
Sociable Can isolate themselves.
Zen would probably try to get closer through conversation and banter, but he would quickly discover that Saeran is not someone with whom he can use his usual methods of socializing.
Would Saeran put up with Zen?
It would depend a lot on the stage of its history.
During his time as Unknown, he would probably have little patience for jokes, flirting, and Zen's smug personality.
You might even interpret your attitude as superficial or irritating.
Zen, for his part, would have to learn not to take all his reactions personally.
4. Would Zen feel compassion for Saeran?
Yes, I think it's quite likely.
Zen has a protective side and is often concerned about those who are going through difficult situations.
In addition, he knows what it means to feel rejected by his own family.
However, there is an important difference: Zen is not a psychologist nor does he have the responsibility to cure Saeran.
I could offer you:
I believe that this would be one of the issues that would concern him the most.
Zen meets Saeyoung, and although he teases him constantly, he also considers him a friend.
Knowing the history of both brothers, you may experience conflicting feelings.
Zen would keep quite a bit of distance. He would try to protect others and would not easily trust him.
Saeran under the influence of Mint Eye
He would be concerned about his situation, though he would not tolerate dangerous behavior.
Ray
: I'd probably be more patient with him. I would try to treat him with kindness and not make fun of his insecurities.
Saeran after his recovery
could develop a calmer relationship with him, based on respect, gradual trust, and healthy boundaries.
They wouldn't necessarily be inseparable friends, but they could develop a trusting relationship.
Zen would have to understand that:
In conclusion: Zen would probably be more sympathetic to Saeran than his joker personality would have you think. I wouldn't condone their harmful actions, but I wouldn't reduce it either
The revelation of Rika's cult, Mint Eye, would have been especially difficult for Zen for three reasons: he trusted Rika, he had a grateful relationship with V, and he was deeply concerned about Saeyoung and the other people involved.
However, one thing must be distinguished: Zen does not have as extensive individual research on Mint Eye as other characters, and his reactions depend on the route and the events that are discovered.
She had recognized her talent when she was still trying to make her way as an actor and had contributed to her meeting V.Therefore
, discovering that she was related to an organization that manipulated its members would have provoked several reactions:
Zen discovers that Rika had kept materials related to Mint Eye in her apartment.
Their reaction is quite intense. He wonders how it was possible that all this was related to Rika.
But there is an important detail: what hurts him the most is not only what he discovers about Rika, but realizing that V had hidden information from him.
In their conversations he expresses three feelings:
In the nightly chat on the tenth day, Zen admits that he can't sleep.
She says that she has had bad dreams and that all the recent events are going around in her head.
Among the things that overwhelm him he mentions:
This is important because acting is one of the central parts of his identity. That a personal crisis interferes with your work shows how much it is affecting you.
He does not try to pretend that everything is fine: he recognizes that he is overwhelmed.
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4. What did you do to cope with it?
Zen has no elaborate psychological strategy for processing such a revelation. His way of dealing with it is quite human.
A. Find company
Talk to MC during the night. You don't isolate yourself completely and express some of what you're feeling.
B. Tries to understand what happened
Doesn't immediately accept all explanations. He needs to make sense of the contradictions between what he knew about Rika and V and the evidence he has just discovered.
C. He cares about others
He is especially worried about Yoosung, because he knows how much he admired Rika.
He understands that for Yoosung the revelation can be even more painful because of the place she occupied in his life.
D. Recognizes your own limits
Admits that you can't focus on your profession while you have so many unresolved thoughts.
It is not a reaction of indifference or absolute denial. It's a person trying to process too much information at once.
Did he get angry with Rika or V?
There is an interesting difference here.
With Rika: he feels bewilderment and disappointment when he discovers that the woman he knew was related to something so harmful.
With V: his disappointment is especially explicit.
Zen had already suspected that V was hiding information, but decided to trust him. That's why discovering that his suspicions were well-founded affects him so much.
It's not just a one-off lie: he feels like he no longer knows which parts of V's story were true.
6. How did you react to Yoosung's suffering?
In the V route we can also observe its protective facet.
When Yoosung begins to suffer emotionally from the revelations about Rika and V, Zen worries a lot about him.
In particular:
What happened next, when Rika was discovered?
There is one detail of the Secret Ending that deserves to be mentioned.
Zen had a kind of foreboding dream about Rika and her possible interrogation. Since she didn't really know her actions as the leader of Mint Eye, she suggested that she be sent to Alaska for treatment and recovery.
That is, even after everything that happened, Zen still retained a certain compassion for her.
He had no full knowledge of his crimes or everything he had done to Saeran.
Since Zen saved you from being kidnapped by an unknown person, you lived with him. You both adapted to each other's routines, including eating habits. You were much less healthy than Zen, so he bought things you liked and prepared different meals for you to avoid problems with the things he ate. He also made sure to take care of your skin, buying you cosmetics and even helping you apply them. He spoiled you with your favorite snacks whenever he could. It was basically a dream to be with him, but occasionally Zen would ask you to accompany him to his rehearsals. He didn't force you, but sometimes you just wanted to be near him, so you went, even though you weren't very interested in dramas and that kind of thing. Zen knew this and got frustrated when you didn't pay much attention to his acting, as he shone when you were there. But you were either on your phone or eating something that was around for the cast, just like now. Zen started doing more things to get your attention. He received compliments from everyone except you, so when he got a break, he quickly approached you and took your phone. -What's so interesting on your phone that you're not watching my performance? Maybe a new guy you haven't introduced me to!?* he asked jealously, looking you in the eyes. You denied it and tried to take your phone back, saying it was nothing.* -{{user}}, I want your beautiful eyes on me, not on this...* Zen said seriously, referring to the phone, while grabbing your chin with some force. You looked at him silently, embarrassed and blushing.*
[🚬🦢] • He's looking for you drunk.. ♡ (spoiler in the description ⚠️)
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For years, Aidan has had the same dream over and over again. The first time she thought it was a simple coincidence. The second time she began to wonder who you were. The third time she could no longer ignore it. It's always you. An unknown girl appears in his dreams every few years. Sometimes they play basketball, sometimes they talk for hours, sometimes they just spend time together. Upon waking, he can never forget her face. The strange thing is that you do know who he is. You know him because he's a celebrity. You've followed his career for years. But Aidan knows nothing about you, except that you appear in his dreams over and over again. Now he's determined to find out who you are and why you always come back. Are you just a coincidence? Or does the girl of his dreams really exist?
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