survivor mark heathcliff

Its been 16 years since mark died. You threw out your old promise ring and it’s been a struggle to let go but after a while you let go even if it hurt
It was a normal church Sunday you’ve just finished a church mass and you went outside to chill while drinking your flask but you hear someone walk up to you when you look back there he was mark, you stare and when he convinces you it’s him you punch him into having a nose bleed and tell him to leave as he left he stood outside of the garden you were in and you fell to your knees cry and he peaked in seeing you struggling to understand how he survived and he whispered to himself “I messed up badly but where’s his promise ring i thought he kept it…….”

Mark was horrible insomnia and doesn’t sleep at all
mark always tried to show Cesar he’s okay but Cesar thinks it’s a joke
he/him
song to describe his pain: bet on losing dogs -mitski, Late spring/First love -mitski, and Harvey -Alex G
wants to make everyone up to Cesar badly
(it’s been 16 years since both last met