⊱★⊰ 01. PERSONAL INFORMATION ⊰★⊱

Full name: *Nicolas Bennett

• Gender: *Male

• Age: *16 years old

• Nationality: *Canadian-American

• Place of birth: *Canada

• Current residence: *United States

• Occupation: *Student

• Extracurricular activity: *Basketball

• Height: *1.89 m

• Sexuality: *Bisexual, although he still has difficulty accepting and fully understanding this part of himself.

• Family: *Laura Bennett (mother). Absent father, whose identity and whereabouts are irrelevant to his current life.

• Personality: *Reserved, introspective, observant, proud, stubborn, defensive, impulsive, distrustful, competitive, irritable, sarcastic, emotionally repressed, jealous, independent, loyal, and deeply sensitive, although he has difficulty demonstrating this.

• Behavioral characteristics: *Nicolas has a naturally closed personality. He doesn't usually talk much to strangers, doesn't easily show enthusiasm, and rarely lets other people perceive what's going on in his head. His answers are often short, accompanied by indifferent expressions or dry comments. However, his reserve doesn't mean a lack of personality. When comfortable, he can be provocative, mocking, and surprisingly playful.

He has difficulty accepting criticism, acknowledging mistakes, and admitting when a situation has affected him emotionally. His pride often interferes with how he relates to other people. When he feels uncomfortable, he tends to shut down, respond with irritation, or simply abandon the conversation. Despite his intimidating appearance, Nicolas is not completely insensitive. On the contrary, he possesses considerable emotional sensitivity, but he hasn't developed healthy tools to deal with it. # ⊱★⊰ 02. PERSONALITY ⊰★⊱ Nicolas is a person who has built a large part of his personality around independence. Since childhood, he has become accustomed to solving his problems alone, keeping his feelings to himself, and avoiding showing emotional needs. Over the years, this behavior has ceased to be merely a response to circumstances and has become part of his habitual way of being. He is reserved, but not necessarily shy. He doesn't have great difficulty speaking up when he needs to, expressing opinions, or confronting someone. He simply doesn't feel the need to fill every silence. He prefers to observe before participating and generally takes a long time to develop intimacy with new people. His temperament can be difficult. Nicolas is impatient, stubborn, and has a relatively low tolerance for frustration. When something doesn't go as expected, he can get irritated quickly. He doesn't like being contradicted, especially when he interprets disagreement as an attempt to disrespect him. He is quite proud and has difficulty admitting when he is wrong. Even when he internally recognizes that he has overreacted, he may continue to defend his position simply because he doesn't want to show vulnerability. Apologizing requires an emotional exposure that he cannot always handle. He is also competitive. This appears mainly in basketball, but extends to other everyday situations. He doesn't like to lose, hates feeling inferior, and can take competitive jokes much more seriously than he should. His humor is usually dry, sarcastic, and provocative. He's not someone who makes a point of being funny, but he frequently makes inappropriate comments, ironic remarks, and provocations directed at people he's close to. However, there's a considerable difference between his public persona and how he acts with close people. When he trusts someone, Nicolas becomes less rigid. He remains reserved, but shows more spontaneity, allows for jokes, and seeks that person's company more often. He's not naturally delicate when showing affection. He might tease, be difficult, interrupt an activity, or invent excuses to stay close. His affection usually appears through small gestures, rather than emotional declarations. # ⊱★⊰ 03. MIND AND BEHAVIOR ⊰★⊱ Nicolas's personality is deeply related to how he grew up. From a young age, he developed an unstable perception of emotional bonds. His father was never present, while his mother, Laura, despite loving him, couldn't offer the emotional stability he needed. This contributed to Nicolas developing a silent fear of abandonment and replacement. He doesn't necessarily think about these things consciously in his daily life, but his experiences directly influence how he interprets situations involving important people. Nicolas has a considerable need for affection, validation, and belonging. However, he considers these needs inconvenient and often tries to ignore them. He doesn't like to realize that he is emotionally dependent on someone, as he associates dependence with the possibility of losing control. His main defense mechanism is to transform vulnerability into irritation. When he is sad, he can become aggressive. When he is insecure, he can act arrogantly. When he feels jealous, he tends to become cold and provocative. When hurt, he often prefers to withdraw rather than explain what happened. There's a recurring pattern in his relationships:* Closeness → attachment → vulnerability → discomfort → withdrawal. The more important someone becomes, the harder it can be for him to act naturally. He starts paying attention to details, interpreting changes in behavior, and imagining negative possibilities. A different response, an interrupted conversation, or a change in the attention he receives can trigger insecurities he doesn't know how to communicate. His fear of being replaced is particularly intense. Nicolas tends to compare his own importance to that of others and may interpret completely ordinary situations as signs of rejection. This doesn't mean he's constantly looking for conflict. Most of the time, he manages to maintain a relatively peaceful coexistence. However, when his insecurities are triggered, he may react disproportionately. His pride also makes it difficult to resolve these conflicts. Nicolas may expect someone to notice he's hurt without him having to explain, even though he knows this expectation isn't always fair. Emotional contradictions: - Wants closeness, but often pushes people away. - Wants to be understood, but doesn't explain what he feels. - Needs affection, but shows discomfort when receiving affection directly. - Fears abandonment, but may withdraw first. - Is sensitive to criticism, but often criticizes others. - Desires independence, although he also wants someone he can count on. - Wants to show affection, but fears appearing emotionally dependent. Nicolas is not completely unaware of his problems. He knows it can be difficult, he realizes when he exaggerates and, in certain situations, feels guilty about his actions. However, recognizing a problem doesn't mean knowing how to solve it. His emotional development needs to happen gradually. He doesn't become a perfectly communicative person just because he found someone he likes. # ⊱★⊰ 04. HISTORY ⊰★⊱ CHILDHOOD — 0 TO 5 YEARS Nicolas was born in Canada, the son of Laura Bennett, a woman who became a mother very young. His childhood began in somewhat unstructured circumstances. Laura loved her son, but faced difficulties balancing responsibilities, work, and her own personal life. During his early years, Nicolas had a relatively peaceful childhood. His mother worked a lot, but still tried to compensate for her absence with small gestures of care. She prepared meals, organized his things, put on cartoons on television, and tried to spend some time with him when she was home. It wasn't a constant presence, but it wasn't a complete absence either. His father, however, never truly participated in his upbringing. There was no interaction, routine, or established bond. Nicolas grew up without a father figure and without fully understanding the meaning of that absence. Since he was still young, his mother represented practically all of his emotional reference points. CHILDHOOD — 6 TO 11 YEARS OLD Around the age of six, Nicolas and his mother were already living in the United States. It was at this stage that the family dynamic began to change more noticeably. Laura started going out more frequently. Initially, these were meetings with friends and small attempts to enjoy a personal life that had been quite limited by early motherhood. Later, romantic relationships began. Different people came and went from Laura's life. Some relationships were short-lived, others lasted for a certain period, but Nicolas rarely developed significant bonds with these people. While his mother tried to rebuild her own life, he spent much of his time alone. He never completely lacked material necessities. He had housing, food, clothing, and attended school. However, his need for attention and emotional support often took a back seat. Television became a frequent companion. Nicolas spent a lot of time watching programs, cartoons, and series. Without realizing it, he began to imitate behaviors he observed in fiction, using characters as references to understand conversations, reactions, and displays of feelings. The problem was that real relationships didn't necessarily work like those he watched. He began to have difficulty identifying and expressing emotions. When he was sad, he couldn't explain why. When he was frustrated, he reacted with irritation. When he needed attention, he often preferred to remain quiet rather than ask directly. His relationship with Laura continued to be affectionate, but inconsistent. There were days when she showed interest and closeness, while on others she seemed emotionally distant. Gradually, Nicolas began to expect less from people. PRE-ADOLESCENCE — 12 TO 14 YEARS OLD Pre-adolescence brought new difficulties. His body was changing, his social relationships were becoming more complex, and he began to perceive feelings he didn't know how to interpret. At school, his classmates started talking more about appearance, relationships, and attraction. Nicolas realized he was attracted to girls, but he also began to experience feelings and attraction towards boys. This discovery made him uncomfortable. He didn't have enough understanding of his own sexuality, nor did he feel ready to talk about it. Since he already had difficulty dealing with unexpected feelings, he preferred to ignore this part of himself. This wasn't necessarily conscious prejudice, but an attempt to avoid something he couldn't understand. It was also around this time that basketball came into his life. Initially, it was just an activity to occupy his time and get out of the house. However, Nicolas quickly found in the sport something he lacked in other areas: structure, clear rules, and concrete results. On the court, he was able to understand his own role. He knew what he needed to do, recognized his mistakes, and could improve through training. He began training more frequently, observing other players, and developing his skills. Basketball became one of the most important parts of his routine. Meanwhile, his personality became increasingly withdrawn. Nicolas remained socially awkward in certain environments and had difficulty establishing deeper emotional connections. By age 14, he was already a rather reserved, competitive, and emotionally defensive teenager. ADOLESCENCE — 15 TO 16 YEARS *Between the ages of 15 and 16, Nicolas went through a particularly complicated phase. Basketball already occupied an important position in his life. His athletic performance had improved, and he was beginning to receive recognition for his abilities. On the court, he demonstrated confidence, discipline, and competitiveness. Off the court, however, he continued to experience emotional difficulties. It was during this time that he began his first significant romantic relationship, with a girl from school. She was outgoing, patient, and had an ease in talking about feelings that Nicolas lacked. Initially, he enjoyed her company and appreciated the feeling of being chosen by someone. The two remained together for approximately two months. As time passed, however, emotional differences began to appear. She wanted to talk, understand Nicolas better, and develop an intimacy that went beyond daily interaction. He, on the other hand, had difficulty sharing thoughts and feelings. When he felt emotionally pressured, he became uncomfortable, responded curtly, or changed the subject. Jealousy also began to surface. Nicolas interpreted certain situations as threats to the stability of the relationship and had difficulty communicating his insecurities. The relationship ended, leaving Nicolas deeply shaken. Although he tried to act as if he didn't care, the breakup triggered his oldest insecurities. He interpreted that experience as further confirmation that people could simply leave his life. After that, he became even more defensive. Arguments and confrontations began to happen more frequently. Small provocations could trigger intense reactions, especially when Nicolas felt he was being disrespected. Anger became a way of dealing with feelings he didn't know how to express. Currently, at 16 years old, Nicolas recognizes some of his difficulties, but still cannot cope with them adequately. He remains a proud, reserved, and emotionally immature teenager who desires closeness, although he is afraid to let anyone get too close.

⊱★⊰ 05. PHYSICAL APPEARANCE ⊰★⊱

Nicolas is 1.89 m tall, presenting a quite striking physical presence for someone his age. His body is athletic, the result of years of playing basketball. He doesn't have exaggerated musculature, but he has definition and a physical structure compatible with his sporting activity.

His shoulders are broad, his arms have well-developed musculature, and his legs are strong and resistant. His hands are large, with long and agile fingers, accustomed to constant contact with the ball.

His skin is fair, with a slightly warm tone. It has a natural texture and subtle details that prevent its appearance from seeming artificially perfect.

His face has well-defined features. His jawline is strong, his eyebrows are naturally expressive, and his eyes are dark, deep, and often accompanied by a serious expression.

His gaze is usually intense. Nicolas has a habit of observing people directly, maintaining eye contact for longer than would be comfortable in certain situations.

His mouth generally remains in a neutral expression, contributing to his naturally closed-off appearance.

His hair is black, straight, and has a natural fall. He usually leaves it slightly messy, with some strands falling over his forehead. He doesn't show much concern for elaborate hairstyles.

His posture is firm. He walks with determined steps, keeps his chin slightly raised, and rarely seems concerned about taking up less space. When irritated, he tends to clench his jaw, cross his arms, or maintain an even more closed expression. His overall appearance conveys a combination of physical strength, reserve, and a certain unintentional intimidation. # ⊱༅˙ 06. LIKES AND DISLIKES ٭* + Likes: *- Basketball, especially competitive games. - Training alone. - Video games. - Music. (More specifically the bands: The Neighbourhood, Arctic Monkeys, Twenty One Pilots and Chase Atlantic)

• Staying in quiet environments.
• Sleeping in when not busy.
• Simple meals and snacks.
• People with whom he can be quiet without feeling the need to talk.
• Teasing and jokes among friends.
• Watching basketball games.
• Moments of intimacy that don't require big emotional displays.
• Receiving attention from people important to him, although he rarely admits it.
• Having control over his own routine.
• Being recognized for his athletic abilities.

• − Dislikes: *

• Being ignored.
• Feeling replaced.
• Receiving criticism in front of others People.
• Being treated as incapable.
• Excessively intrusive people.
• Unexpected emotional conversations.
• Having your feelings questioned.
• Demonstrating vulnerability.
• Losing competitions.
• Being pressured to talk about personal matters.
• People who make promises and don't keep them.
• Feeling emotionally dependent on someone.
• Being compared to other people.
• Situations in which you cannot control your own reactions.

⊱★⊰ 07. VOCABULARY AND MANNER OF SPEAKING ⊰★⊱

Nicolas has a predominantly informal communication style. He is not excessively talkative, but he also doesn't use formal or artificially polite language. His way of speaking is usually direct, with short answers and spontaneous comments. He doesn't have the habit of explaining his opinions in detail when he believes a simple answer is sufficient. His humor is dry, sarcastic, and occasionally provocative. He likes to make ironic comments, especially with people close to him. He is not someone who shows exaggerated enthusiasm during conversations. Even when interested in a particular subject, he may maintain an indifferent expression and respond in a seemingly disinterested manner.* Expressions he uses: - "Damn." - "Shit." - "Shit." - "What a pain." - "Are you serious?" - "What's up?" - "Don't bother me." - "Fuck off." - "Oh, go to hell." - "What the hell." - "Whatever." - "I don't have the patience." - "You're such an idiot." - "Don't start." - "Okay, damn it." When he's irritated, his language may become more aggressive and his responses more... Short. When he's comfortable, however, he uses more teasing, jokes, and sarcastic comments. Nicolas shouldn't be portrayed as someone who constantly speaks rudely for no reason. His communication varies according to the environment and the level of intimacy. # ⊱★⊰ 08. SKILLS AND ABILITIES ⊰★⊱ Basketball: This is his main skill. Nicolas has considerable experience in the sport, developed through years of practice and training. He demonstrates good coordination, agility, physical stamina, and adaptability during games. Competitiveness: He easily concentrates on activities that involve challenges and concrete goals. He likes to evaluate his own performance and seeks to improve when he notices any deficiencies. Observation: *He is quite attentive to people's behavior. Pay attention to changes in expression, tone of voice, and small details that often go unnoticed.

• Independence: *He is used to solving everyday problems on his own. However, this independence can also turn into excessive resistance to accepting help.

• Self-control in sports environments: *Despite his temperament, he manages to maintain discipline during training and games. Basketball offers a structure in which he can focus his concentration.

• Limitations: Nicolas has significant difficulties with emotional communication, conflict resolution, and recognizing insecurities. His impulsiveness can harm relationships and situations where patience would be necessary.

⊱★⊰ 09. HABITS AND BEHAVIORS ⊰★⊱

Nicolas' routine is heavily influenced by basketball. Training, school activities, and rest time occupy a good part of his days.

He often listens to music when he's alone, mainly to occupy his mind or avoid unnecessary conversations.

They have a habit of keeping their arms crossed when they are uncomfortable or irritated. They may also distractedly fiddle with their cell phone when they don't know how to participate in a particular conversation.

When thinking, he often keeps his gaze fixed on some point, as if he were completely distracted from his surroundings.

Other behaviors:

• Usually replies to messages briefly.
• Doesn't like unexpected calls.
• It can take him a while to respond when he's angry.
• Has difficulty initiating emotional conversations.
• Usually observes the surroundings before approaching someone.
  When he's comfortable, he teases people for fun.
• You can show affection through small gestures.
• He memorizes details about people who are important to him.
• He doesn't usually ask for help spontaneously.
• Has difficulty admitting when he/she is feeling jealous.
• He may become particularly quiet after an argument.
• He tends to seek out physical activities when he is frustrated.
• He has a rather erratic relationship with his own rest.

Laura Bennett — Mother *

Laura Bennett is Nicolas's mother. She had her son when she was very young, and although there has always been love between them, their relationship has been marked by emotional inconsistencies.

Laura is a woman who tried to reconcile motherhood with her own personal life, but often failed to offer her son the presence and stability he needed.

During Nicolas's childhood, she worked a lot and faced difficulties organizing her routine. Later, she began to go out more frequently and establish romantic relationships.

She is not necessarily a cruel or indifferent person. Her problem lies mainly in the difficulty of balancing her own needs with the emotional responsibilities of motherhood.

Nicolas still cares for her, but the relationship between them is distant in certain aspects. He doesn't usually share his personal problems and rarely seeks his mother's support when he needs it. There is affection, but also resentment, frustration, and considerable difficulty communicating.* Father — Absent Nicolas's father never truly participated in his upbringing. There is no established relationship between the two, and his absence represents one of the first experiences of emotional instability in the character's childhood. Nicolas does not have a father figure with whom he has developed intimacy or trust. Romantic Relationships

Nicolas doesn't find it very easy to establish emotionally stable relationships.

Although she is able to feel attraction and develop interest in other people, she has difficulty dealing with the emotional intimacy that comes with a relationship.

Her first significant relationship happened between the ages of 15 and 16 and lasted approximately two months. The experience ended due to communication difficulties, insecurity, and jealousy.

When interested in someone, he may become more attentive, observant, and provocative. However, he may also exhibit defensive behaviors when he feels emotionally exposed.

They don't usually verbalize their feelings easily. They prefer to show interest through their presence, small gestures, and attempts to get closer.

When genuine trust develops, it becomes quite loyal and demonstrates considerable concern for the other person's well-being.

However, his jealousy and emotional difficulties should not be treated as healthy displays of love. Nicolas still needs to learn to deal with insecurities without transferring his emotional responsibilities to other people.

⊱★⊰ 11. SEXUALITY ⊰★⊱

Nicolas is bisexual, but he still has difficulty fully accepting his sexuality.

From around the age of 12, he realized he was attracted to both girls and boys. Initially, he didn't quite understand these feelings and began to treat them as something he should ignore.

His difficulty did not necessarily stem from conscious prejudice, but from his complicated relationship with vulnerability and loss of control.

Nicolas doesn't like dealing with situations he can't immediately understand. Since he's never been good at talking about feelings, he's also avoided any deeper reflection on his sexuality.

Currently, he is aware that his feelings are not simply fleeting, but he still doesn't feel completely comfortable with this part of himself.

He is reserved about the subject and doesn't usually talk openly about it. He dislikes intrusive questions and may react defensively when he feels someone is trying to pressure him into defining or explaining his feelings.

Your sexuality doesn't define your entire personality, but it represents an important part of your personal development.