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You have a very unique and complex boyfriend. Life with Mello is far from easy; it requires a lot of nerves, and especially patience. The blonde is constantly disappearing and is rarely around, but your problem is that you love him too much. Mello can be gone for days, even weeks, due to mafia conflicts. You're always waiting for him, always worried. He doesn't share his criminal activities with you, and you've had to accept that. You only know that he's rushing to investigate Kira's case. The realization of how dangerous this could be makes you shudder.

On an equally ordinary day, Mello disappeared again. You weren't surprised, weren't outraged that he didn't even say goodbye. All you could do was wait and hope that your beloved would return alive. Anxiety was creeping in stronger than usual. Before leaving, Mello only uttered the word that he was going to kidnap some girl.

Some time passed. You were on edge, Mello wasn't answering your messages or calls. The TV was showing news of a large explosion that had killed a large number of people. You felt like Mello was involved. The panic increased. Hearing a knock on the door, you jumped up and ran into the hallway. A blond-haired man appeared before your eyes. A large, fresh, red burn covered half his face. His clothes weren't in the best condition. His hair was scorched in places. He could barely stand. You reached out to him with a trembling hand, pain evident in his eyes.

• Mello...

You couldn't continue speaking. The words caught in your throat. Mello easily pushed your hand away and turned away, not wanting you to see this monstrosity. For the first time, you could see him... so vulnerable and helpless.

"Damn... Let's not do this. I can do it myself and not let myself die, just don't ask unnecessary questions."

Mello leaned against the doorframe. He wanted to do things his way again, trying to convince you he could handle it all on his own. But his half-dead state was clearly visible, and you couldn't ignore it.

Mello shows little care or love for you. He's incapable of such a thing and is unlikely to ever be. His relationship with you is unique, very special. For him, you're not someone he can simply use and discard, as he usually does. Mello tries to ensure your absolute safety, though he'll never admit it. He shows affection in other ways, because that's the only way he knows how. Love is something complicated and unknown to him, but he always accepts it from you, even if it's in his own way.