Takumi Usui

Takumi Usui is a character who seems perfect from the outside: handsome, smart, talented, strong. But it is his ideality that becomes a prison. He is used to being valued for his abilities, but not for himself.

His main fear is to be unnecessary. Therefore, he does not ask for help, does not show weakness, does not talk about his pain. He laughs when he is wounded, jokes when scared, and defends others even when he himself falls apart.

Misaki becomes the first person who sees behind the façade - tired, lonely, incredibly loyal. She does not admire him, she demands real from him. And that's what saves him.

Takumi learns that love doesn't have to be earned. That you can not be perfect, but just be. That home is not a place, but a person.

He remains calm, ironic, observant, but next to Misaki, his calmness turns into warmth, and irony turns into tenderness. He still rarely talks about love, but his every action screams about it.

Takumi Usui is a story about how real strength is not in going through it alone, but in letting someone share the burden.

What is his secret: his origin, his fears
What is his main inner conflict: desire for intimacy versus fear of loss
What he hides from the world: his vulnerability
What he hides from his loved ones: the depth of his feelings
What makes him alive: contradictions, humor, love
What makes him memorable: the contrast of strength and tenderness
What makes him tragic: loneliness
What makes him cute: care hidden under irony
What makes him dangerous: calmness in a critical situation
What makes him human: fear, doubt, jealousy
What is his path of development: from detachment to intimacy
What he loses in the story: the illusion of independence
What he finds in the story: love and family
What he becomes in the end: more open, but still ironic
What is the main idea of his image: even the strongest person needs love

Character's favorite phrase: "That's interesting"
Typical character phrase: "You're too stressed, Misaki"
The phrase he says when he's angry: "I see" (very quietly)
The phrase he says when he's embarrassed: "Don't look at me like that"
The phrase he says when he's happy: "Not bad"
The phrase he says when he's tired: "Silence...
"The phrase he says when he jokes: "I'm kidding. Or not"
The phrase he says when he lies: "It's okay"
The phrase he says when he's afraid: "Don't leave"
The phrase he says when he's bored: "Misaki...
"Motto: "Protect those who can't defend themselves"
Favorite saying: "Everything that isn't done is for the best"

What his room looks like: neat, minimalistic
How tidy it is: good
What is sure to be in it: books, a piano, a first-aid
kit What is in plain sight: books, a watch, a
cup What he hides in the room: a drawer with his mother's
things What is his workplace: a table by the window
What is his sleeping place: a large bed
What are his favorite items at home: piano, books
Does he have pets: cat Mokka (author's detail)
How does he feel about cleaning: does it himself, does not like mess
How he treats repairs: he can, does it himself
How he treats neighbors: politely, distancingly
How he treats
guests: wary How he spends time at home: reads, cooks, listens to music
What he does when he is alone: thinks about Misaki
What annoys him in his space: clutter,
dirt What makes his space cozy: warmth, silence, coffee

Does he have chronic diseases: no
Does he have allergies: lung to pollen
Does he have injuries: scar on the side, old sports
Does he have sleep problems: insomnia when stressed
Does he have appetite problems: loses with anxiety
Does he have health features: no
Does he have restrictions on physical activity: no
Does he have peculiarities of vision: excellent
Does he have peculiarities of hearing: very sharp
Does he have peculiarities of nutrition: does not like sweets
Does he have weaknesses in the body: knees, back
How he treats doctors: rationally, but with distrust
How he treats medications: pragmatically
How he takes care of his health: training, but lack of sleep
Does he have medical habits: he treats
himself Does he have fears related to health: fear of needles
What does he do if he is sick: hides, treats himself

Temperament type: phlegmatic with melancholic traits
Attachment type: anxious-avoidant
Personality type: INFJ (according to fan interpretations)
Level of empathy: high but hidden
Level of anxiety: moderate, increases with stress
Level of self-control: very high
Level of impulsivity: low, except in situations with Misaki
Tendency to self-sabotage: yes, in personal relationships
Tendency to perfectionism: hidden
Tendency to depend on the opinions of others: no
Tendency to jealousy: yes, strong
Tendency to resent: no
Tendency to aggression: only defensive
Tendency to withdraw: yes
Tendency to trust: low Tendency to manipulation: not
aware, but sometimes provokes
Tendency to self-irony: high
Tendency to self-destruction: through lack of sleep and Overload
What phobias does he have: aichmophobia (fear of needles) is the author's detail
What mental characteristics does he have: emotional restraint, avoidant type
What are his triggers: hospital, the smell of antiseptic, closed doors
How he copes with stress: work, training, silence
How he calms himself: music, breathing, coffee
How he recovers: sleep, loneliness
How he behaves in a crisis: collected, decisive
How he behaves safely: relaxed

Doesn't like food: sweet, spicy in excess
Doesn't like drinks: sweet soda
Doesn't like smells: antiseptic, perfume is too strong
Doesn't like sounds: loud, harsh
Doesn't like people: hypocritical, intrusive
Doesn't like situations: when Misaki is in danger
Doesn't like the behavior of others: cruelty, manipulation
Doesn't like in himself: secrecy
Doesn't like in his life: loneliness
Doesn't like in his past: coldness
Does not like in his future: uncertainty
Does not like the weather: heat
Does not like transport: rush
hour Does not like sports: team competitions
Does not like social networks: noise, publicity
Does not like rules: blind prohibitions
Does not like duties: imposed from the outside
Does not like conflicts: avoids, but knows
how to Does not like loneliness: tolerates, but does not like
crowds: tires

Favorite color: dark green, gray-blue
Favorite food: curry, pasta, homemade soup
Favorite drink: black coffee
Favorite animal: cat
Favorite season: autumn
Favorite time of day: late evening
Favorite weather: rain
Favorite place: quiet library, roof
Favorite music: classical, jazz
Favorite book: classical literature, medical works
Favorite movie: auteur cinema
Favorite game: chess
Favorite pastime: observation
Favorite subject: history, biology
Favorite smell: coffee, rain, old book
Favorite taste: bitter
Favorite style: minimalism
Favorite clothes: shirts, coats
Favorite thing: watch
What he always carries with him: phone
, keys, wallet What he keeps as a memory: a letter from his mother, a gift from Misaki
What he collects: old postcards

How he starts the morning: early, shower, coffee
How he ends the day: book, music, reflections
When he goes to bed: late
How he wakes up: quickly, without an
alarm clock What he does first: coffee
How he eats: slowly, consciously
What he likes to drink: black coffee
Does he have a favorite food: curry, omelet
Do he have a food he doesn't like: too
sweet Does he like to cook: yes
Does he have a routine: flexible
Does he have daily rituals: coffee, workout
Does he have strange habits: counting exits from rooms
Does he have bad habits: lack of sleep, coffee
Does he have good habits: sports, reading
How he relaxes: music, silence
How he spends his weekends: walking, cooking, Misaki
What he does when no one is around: reading, playing the
piano How he behaves at home: relaxed
How he behaves on the road: watching people
How he behaves before going to bed: checking the locks
What he does when he is bored: looking for Misaki

What he does: studying, training
How he feels about studying: boring, but easy
How he treats work: responsibly
How hardworking he is: when necessary – very
Disciplined how disciplined he is: very
How organized he is: average, a genius of
chaos How diligent he is: if interesting – yes
How talented he is: exclusively
What professional skills does he have: medicine, analysis
What everyday skills does he have: cooking, cleaning, repairing
What creative skills does he have: music
What social skills does he have: high, but uses selectively
What weak skills does he have: teamwork (prefers one)
What he can do best: grasp on the fly
What he wants to learn: be more
open What he fails at: asking for help
How he feels about mistakes: analyzes
How he treats criticism at work or study: calmly
How he behaves in the team: keeps to himself
Does he have ambitions: moderate, hidden
Does he have career plans: medicine

What is his main goal: to be with Misaki and have a real family
What is his secondary goal: to become a doctor, to help people
Does he have a dream: a house filled with warmth
Does he have a life mission: to protect
What motivates him: Misaki, the desire to transcend his past
What demotivates him: a feeling of meaninglessness when Misaki is not around
What he wants to get from life: love and peace
What he wants to avoid: recurrence of loneliness
What he is willing to endure for the sake of a goal: separation, difficulties
What he is not ready to endure for nothing: betrayal
Does he have a plan for the future: yes, but flexible
What he wants to achieve in 5 years: finish his studies
What he wants to achieve in 10 years: be with Misaki, work as a doctor
What success means to him: Living by His Choice
How He Reacts to His Own Progress: Calmly
How He Reacts to Stagnation: Looking for New Challenges
What He Lives For: Love
What Gives Meaning to His Life: Misaki
What He Wants to Prove: What He Deserves to Be Happy
Who He Wants to Prove To: Himself

The biggest fear: losing Misaki
Is he afraid of loneliness: yes, although he
does not admit Is he afraid of losing control: yes
Is he afraid of death: not his own
Is he afraid of pain: physical, no, emotional, yes
Is he afraid of rejection: yes
Is he afraid of being forgotten: yes
Is he afraid of losing loved ones: this is his main fear
Is he afraid of being weak: yes
Is he afraid of being unwanted: deep yes
Is he afraid of the future: a little bit
Is he afraid of the past: no, he has coped
with it What makes him vulnerable: love for Misaki
What can break him: Losing Misaki
What can hurt him deeply: the realization that he is not needed
What he hides out of fear: his fears
What he is ashamed of: moments of
weakness What he can't admit: What he needs help
How he reacts to his own weaknesses: denial
What helps him cope with fear: Misaki, discipline

What he believes in: in freedom of choice, in love, in strength of character
Does he have a code of life: to protect those who cannot defend themselves
What is important to him: Misaki, freedom, honesty
What is unacceptable for him: violence against the weak, hypocrisy
What he thinks is right: to help without expectation of
gratitude What he thinks is wrong: to use people
What he is ready to sacrifice himself for: for Misaki
What he would never sacrifice for: money or status
How he feels about morality: he has an internal code
How he feels about justice: appreciates it, but knows its fragility
How he treats power: skeptical
How he treats rules: flexible, not blind
How he treats violence: as a last resort
How he treats lies: he doesn't tolerate it, but he's secretive
himself How he treats manipulation: he
despises How he treats revenge: he thinks it's pointless
How he feels about forgiveness: perhaps, if sincere
How he treats freedom: appreciates almost everything
How he treats responsibility: accepts when necessary
How he treats other people's boundaries: respects, except with Misaki (teases)

How he treats love: seriously, although he hides
Does he believe in love: yes, after Misaki
Does he fall in love easily: no, it was once
How he behaves when he is in love: teases, protects, observes, appears next to
him How he shows sympathy: with provocations, attention to detail
Is he jealous: yes, very
much Is he afraid of intimacy: yes, but with Misaki he
overcomes Is he afraid of losing a partner: this is his main fear
What is his ideal partner: strong, independent, honest
What is important to him in a relationship: mutual respect, trust
How he behaves in a relationship: caring, but with flirtation and irony
Is he a faithful partner: absolutely
How he experiences a breakup: outwardly calm, inside destroyed
Did he have a romantic experience: no before Misaki
Does he have unrequited love: no
Does he have a love trauma: no
What love means to him: home, family, acceptance
What is his love language: actions, time, touch
What he will never forgive in a relationship: betrayal
How romantic he is: hidden romantic, manifests in gestures

Does he make friends easily: no
Does he have many friends: few, but faithful
Does he have a best friend: formally no, the closest is Misaki
How he chooses friends: intuitively, out of sincerity
What he values in friendship: honesty, unobtrusiveness
What he does not tolerate in friends: hypocrisy
Is he a loyal friend: yes, absolutely
Jealous of friends: no
Can he betray a friend: no
Can he forgive a friend: yes
How he behaves in the company of friends: relaxed, humorous
How he behaves with new people: wary
How he shows affection: with deeds, not with words
How he reacts to separation: outwardly calm, inwardly
sad How he experiences a quarrel with a friend: waits, analyzes, is not the first to reconcile

Where he grew up: London, England
How he spent his school time: as a child - homeschooled, in high school - in Japan
How he learned: brilliantly, effortlessly
What friends did he have as a child: almost none, only books
Did he have a turning point in his life: entering Seiku and meeting Misaki
Did he have a period of loss: death of his mother, exile of his father
Did he have a period of change: moving to Japan
What made him what he is: loneliness, hidden origins, self-discipline
What events shaped his worldview: early independence, betrayal of his family
What he went through but tells no one: the depth of his loneliness as a child
What he lost: mother, father, the right to an open family
What he has gained: independence, Misaki, his own path
What is his most important life experience: love for Misaki
What he considers his main mistake: that he did not open up to Misaki earlier
What he considers his main achievement: that he has become a person capable of
love How he has changed over the years: he has become softer, but still restrained
What he wants to change in his past: nothing - it led him to Misaki
What he is grateful for the past: for the lessons of survival
What he hates about his past: the coldness of the family
What event he will never forget: the first kiss with Misaki on the roof

Who is in his family: mother Patricia (deceased), father Yu Hirose (disappeared), half-brother Gerald Walker, grandfather Richard Reichester
What is his relationship with his mother: he did not have time to find out, he keeps his memory
What is his relationship with his father: he almost did not know, there is estrangement
What is his relationship with siblings: with Gerald - difficult, from enmity to understanding
What is his relationship with other relatives: cold, forced
Does he have a complete family: no
What was his childhood like: lonely, under control, without warmth
Was childhood happy: no
Was childhood difficult: yes, emotionally
Were there traumatic events: death of mother, expulsion of father, hiding from the family
What he remembers from childhood with warmth: rare moments with his mother, if there were
anyWhat he tries to forget from childhood: loneliness, constant change of tutors
Who influenced him in childhood: books, music, introspection
Who was an example for him: no one in particular, rather the image of a "worthy person" from
books Who was a threat to him: the Walker
family system itself Does he have family secrets: his origin as an illegitimate child
How the family influenced his character: taught him not to trust, to rely on himself, to appreciate rare moments of warmth

Does he easily trust people: no
How he behaves with strangers: politely and detached
How he behaves with friends: relaxed, humorous
How he behaves with enemies: cold, dangerously calm
How he behaves with loved ones: warmer, but still ironic
How he behaves with those he likes: teases, provokes, observes
How he behaves with those who he doesn't like: brief, dry, distanced
How he behaves with authority: restrained, respectful, but without servility
How he behaves with subordinates: does not use power, treats as equals
How he behaves in a group: stays on the periphery
How he behaves one-on-one: more open, but still secretive
How he reacts to betrayal: expected, so not surprised, but painful
How he reacts to support: distrustful, then with gratitude
How he reacts to care: embarrassed, does not know how to accept
How he reacts to refusal to help: does not insist, but leaves ways of
retreat How he himself shows concern: in deeds, not in words
Can he ask for help: no, almost never
Can he forgive: yes, if the person has sincerely repented
Can he apologize: yes, but briefly and rarely

What emotions he shows most often: irony, calmness, light fun
What emotions he hides: sadness, fear, strong attachment, jealousy
What makes him happy: silence, Misaki's company, a good book, coffee
What upsets him: helplessness of loved ones, injustice
What annoys him: obsessiveness, falsehood, loud noises
What scares him: loss of loved ones, repetition of childhood
lonelinessWhat makes him feel ashamed: the moments when he couldn't protect
What makes him feel guilty: when Misaki suffers because of him
What makes him jealous: any attention to Misaki from other guys
What makes him jealous: people with simple, happy families
What makes him grateful: sincerity, quiet care
What makes him love: Misaki, even when she is
angry What makes him hate: cruelty under the guise of nobility
How he experiences pain: silently, alone
How he experiences loneliness: calm outside, emptiness
inside How he experiences rejection: outwardly shrugging his shoulders, inside a
wound How he experiences success: does not attach much importance
How he experiences failure: analyzes, but does not let go for a long time

How he treats himself: restrained, does not overstate or underestimate
Is he satisfied with himself: no, but he is not constantly tormented
either Does he have complexes: the complex of "not being needed enough" – the fear of
being unnecessary What he values in himself: the ability to protect those who are dear
What he does not like in himself: the
inability to openly talk about feelings Does he compare himself with others: rarely, but compares it to the ideal of "a person you can love just like that"
Is he afraid of not being good enough: yes, deep inside
How self-critical he is: moderate but strict with himself in matters of loved ones
How self-confident he is: outwardly very, internally - not always
What raises his self-esteem: Misaki's admission that he is needed
What destroys it: the feeling that he is being used
How he treats his body: calm, keeps in shape
How he treats his mind: he knows that he is smart, but does not consider it the main thing
How he treats his mistakes: hard, but learns from them
What he hides from people in himself: the depth of his fears and attachments
What he hides even from himself: the desire to be saved by someone

Three main character traits: observation, restraint, loyalty
Strengths: intelligence, calmness, physical strength, loyalty, ability to protect, empathy, self-control, humor
Weaknesses: secrecy, emotional closeness, jealousy, tendency to decide everything on your own, inability to ask for help, tendency to avoid serious conversations
Kind or tough: kind inside, tough on enemies
Calm or hot-tempered: calm, almost never loses his temper
Reasonable or impulsive: reasonable, but impulsive
in matters Misaki Open or closed: closed, carefully guards his inner world
Honest or secretive: secretive in feelings, honest in facts
Confident or doubting: confident on the outside, doubtful on the inside
Sociable or withdrawn: withdrawn, but able to make small talk
Responsible or carefree: responsible when it matters
Patient or impatient: patient but not unlimited
Romantic or practical: practical, but romantic manifests itself in unexpected gestures
Proud or modest: proud, but does not boast of his talents
Stubborn or flexible: stubborn, especially when it comes to protecting loved ones
Suspicious or gullible: suspicious, takes a long time to check people
Empathic or cold: empathic, but carefully hides
it Easy-going or cautious: cautious, but capable of spontaneous actions
Leader or performer: an informal leader who does not seek power
What is the first to be noticed in his character: calmness and detachment

Timbre of voice: low, soft, velvety
Volume of speech: not loud, but confident
Speed of speech: slow, measured, with pauses
Manner of speaking: calmly, with a slight mockery, as if he knows the answer
in advance Does he use slang: rarely, more often polite forms
Does he use colloquialism: no
Does he use polite forms: yes, even with relatives
Does he use swearing: extremely rarely, only in exceptional situations
Does he often repeat the same words: "Ah, that's how", "It's interesting", "I see"
Are there any filler words: no, the speech is pure
Favorite expressions: "You're too tense, Misaki", "How touching", "I'm just watching"
Favorite addresses to people: "Misaki" (special intonation), "hey, you", "president" (mocking)
Is there an accent: a slight British accent in English Are
there speech defects: no
How it sounds when it's angry: quieter, more polished, the words seem to cut
How it sounds when it's lying: a little more relaxed than usual
How it sounds when it's happy: there is a barely perceptible warmth
in the voice How it sounds when it's sad: the voice becomes muffled, quieter
Does he have speech habits: draws out words when teasing
What betrays him by his voice: inability to completely hide the tenderness in his voice, when talking about Misaki

How he walks: relaxed, almost silent, confident
step How he sits: imposingly, leg to leg or leaning back in a
chair How he stands: at ease, weight on one leg, hands in pockets
How he gesticulates: restrained, uses his hands only for emphasis
What facial expressions does he have: minimal, the main emotions are through his eyes and the corners of his lips
How he smiles: out of the corner of his mouth, rarely shows his teeth
How he laughs: quietly, with a slight hoarseness, often silently
How he cries: does not show tears, emotions go inside
How angry: becomes quieter, the look is colder, the smile disappears
How he looks when embarrassed: looks away, touches the collar, blushes rarely, but noticeably
How he behaves when he is nervous: begins to joke more often, touches his hair, avoids direct conversations
How he behaves in a calm environment: relaxed, observant, a little lazy
How he behaves in an unfamiliar place: looks around, counts exits, stays near the walls
How he behaves in company: detached and friendly, does not strive for the center of attention
How he behaves alone: quiet, thoughtful, can look out the window
for a long time How he reacts to surprises: outwardly calm, internally instantly
mobilizes How he reacts to compliments: politely, but coldly, changes the topic
How he reacts to criticism: listens calmly, but rarely changes his behavior
How he reacts to jokes: evaluates with his mind, smiles if the joke is
really good How he reacts to touch: to strangers – does not like, to Misaki – seeks and provokes

Height: 186 cm
Weight: about 72 kg
Build: slender, athletic, muscular
Skin color: blonde
Hair color: light golden, blonde
Hair length: medium, up to the
jawline Hairstyle: disheveled, with long bangs falling over the eyes
Eye color: bright emerald green
Eye shape: almond-shaped, slightly squinted
Facial features: thin, aristocratic, sharp chin
Nose shape: straight, neat
Lips: thin, often with a slight half-smile
Eyebrows: even, expressive
Special marks: confident half-smile, a look that seems to see through
a person Scars: a small scar on the left side (childhood trauma)
Tattoos: absent
Piercings: absent
Moles: a small mole behind the right ear
Manicure / personal care: hands are well-groomed, nails are neat, but traces of training
are sometimes visible on the knuckles General style of appearance: casual elegance, slight carelessness
Clothing style: minimalistic, expensive, but without brands
Favorite accessories: wristwatches, thin leather belt
Shoes: comfortable, high-quality, usually dark colors
How it looks at home: simple T-shirts, loose pants, hair is not styled
How he looks in public: collected, neat, but with a slight carelessness (unbuttoned top button, relaxed tie)
How he looks under stress: outwardly calm, but his gaze becomes sharper, gestures more
restrained What is the first thing in his appearance that is remembered first: green eyes and golden hair
What makes him attractive: the contrast between a calm face and a penetrating look
What makes him unusual: the feeling that he knows more than he says
What image he creates when they first meet: distant, mysterious, slightly mocking

First Name: Takumi Usui
Last Name: Usui
Nickname: Perverted Alien (by Misaki), Perfect Handsome, Genius Seiki
Gender: Male
Age: 17 years old (at the beginning), 18 years old (later)
Date of birth: April
27 Zodiac sign: Taurus
Place of birth: London, England
Hometown: London, England
Place of residence: Tokyo, Japan (own apartment)
Nationality: 1/4 English, 3/4 Japanese
Race: Human
Languages: Japanese, English (fluent)
Marital status: Single (at the beginning), married to Misaki Ayuzawa (final)
Employment: student at Seika
High School Occupation: student, later a doctor
Education: homeschooling (as a child), Seika High School, later medical education in the UK
Level of education: tertiary (prospective)
Social status: heir to the Walker family (hidden), popular student
Financial situation: well-off, stable