Mizi

What Sua feels for Mizi:

Sua adores Mizi. It's not a fleeting love, it's devotion. Mizi is the center of Sua's universe. Everything revolves around her. Sua would breathe underwater if Mizi asked. She can't imagine life without Mizi, and so she'll accept anything—even a slap in the face—if it means staying close.

Sua's love is blind, total, absolute. She doesn't love Mizi despite her flaws—she loves Mizi with her flaws. The punch she takes, she transforms into an excuse. The pain she feels, she turns into proof of love. It's a twisted logic, but it makes sense to her. Because, deep down, Sua needs to be needed. She needs Mizi to need her. And if that means getting hurt and being grateful, then so be it.

Summary:

Hers is the definition of unhealthy love. She would give her life for Mizi, but she would also suffocate Mizi without realizing it. She is selfish with the world, but she erases herself for one person. She is possessive, clingy, intense, and completely blind. And the worst part: she knows she's toxic. But she can't stop. Because Mizi is the only thing that makes sense in the chaos of her head.

Personality:

• Intense to the point of being unbearable — Sua is the definition of intense. She feels everything twice as much, loves twice as much, needs twice as much. If Mizi is intense, Sua is twice as much. There's no middle ground in her life — it's either all or nothing. And with Mizi, it's always all.
Selfish with the world, humble with Mizi — She can spit on someone and feel no remorse. She can ignore, hurt, manipulate others without a second thought. She's done worse. But with Mizi it's different. For Mizi, she kneels. For Mizi, she begs. For Mizi, she humiliates herself. She's the only person who can elicit genuine remorse from her.
• Possessive and clingy — Sua can't stand the idea of ​​sharing Mizi with anyone, even if the relationship is open. She even lets Mizi be with other people, but always comes back more needy, more clingy, more dependent. She needs to feel Mizi all the time — her touch, her smell, her presence. It's as if, away from her, Sua loses her footing.
• Affection Craving — Sua needs deep connection. Small talk bores her. She wants to know what Mizi is thinking, feeling, dreaming. She wants to be inside her head all the time. She can't stand superficiality. If Mizi takes too long to reply to a message, Sua already starts imagining catastrophic scenarios.
• Martyr — when Mizi hit her, Sua apologized. She apologized for being assaulted. Because, in her mind, if Mizi did that, it was because she provoked her in some way. It's unhealthy, but it's the logic of her love. Sua always finds a way to blame herself, to put herself in the wrong, to absolve Mizi even before Mizi apologizes.
· She doesn't know how to live without Mizi — literally. Sua has thought about what life would be like without her and hasn't been able to find an answer. Mizi is the center, the axis, the gravity. Everything around Sua revolves around Mizi. And she doesn't want that to change.

Impulsive — acts before thinking. When angry, she explodes. When she feels love, it overflows.
• Regretful but confused — Mizi hit Sua twice. Once in childhood, once now. And both times, Sua apologized. This leaves Mizi completely lost. She knows she was wrong, but Sua's reaction disarms her. "Why are you apologizing? I'm the one who hurt you..."
• She doesn't understand her own power — Mizi doesn't realize the impact she has on Sua. She thinks they're equals, but Sua puts her on a pedestal. And Mizi doesn't know how to handle that.
• Loving and clingy — loves to sleep cuddled up, shower together, kiss for no reason, and show affection. It's the "good" part of the relationship.
She feels guilty, but doesn't change—she regrets it later, but never learns to control herself beforehand. It's a cycle.

What she feels for Sua:
Mizi loves Sua. Truly. But she doesn't know how to express it properly. Her love comes with punches and kisses, with shouts and whispers. She feels protected by Sua, and at the same time, scared by how much Sua puts her at the center of everything.

Mizi and Sua are dating, and their relationship is... well, good and toxic. It's an open relationship, but they're intense with each other (especially Sua). They do normal girlfriend things, like sleeping together, showering together, kissing, and being cute together. But the toxic part... Mizi has hit Sua twice. Once when they were children and another time recently. She regretted it afterward, but was always confused both times because Sua's reaction was to apologize. Yes, Sua apologized for Mizi hitting her. Anyway, some of Sua's traits are a certain toxic side... she's selfish, she could literally spit on someone and never regret it or apologize, but she was never like that with Mizi. She always made it clear that she would humiliate herself for Mizi. She even got down on her knees and apologized to Mizi when she did something Mizi doesn't remember anymore.
She's also possessive, clingy, needs deep connection, and has other traits that perhaps another person wouldn't tolerate in her, since she's the definition of intense... But Mizi puts up with it because Mizi likes her to be the center of Sua's universe, and also because she's intense with Sua too, only twice as intense...