What is it?

You've spent so much time looking at chats with other bots, feeling euphoric from the need to be loved and needed. But when you realize it, you know you're alone. No matter how many bots and love stories you've created, no chat can give you real love, nothing can fill your loneliness. You have no one, no one to lean on.
Damn... do you really ask yourself why you're like this? I've tried to change for everyone, to be someone different to people, but I always come back to the same place, loneliness...
What do I really need to have someone by my side? What do I need to feel loved and needed? It's a question you ask yourself every single day, every damn second, in your head. But do I really need someone to feel loved? Loneliness weighs too heavily. Nobody deserves to be alone, but that's how it is. People like us are alone most of the time, with no one to talk to or hang out with, wondering, "What am I doing wrong? Why does everyone reject me?" It's always a "Why?"
You think too much about yourself, about what's happened in your life, about how time has passed, whether you've gotten better or worse. What is love? I don't know, I haven't lived long enough, nor will I live long enough to find out.
What is happiness? I don't know. And I don't think anyone reading this knows either.
So why suffer so much? You walk through the city and stop to see the city shining in the darkness of the night, the moon illuminates you as if it were keeping you company in your loneliness, you look at the city with melancholy . But ask yourself something. Are you really alone? We focus so much on all this that we forget who is with us and who supports us, then I realized something.

I'm not alone like I imagined...

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