Loen || Husband Au

You wake up in the middle of the night and automatically reach out to his side of the bed. Empty. Again. Loen left on a mission without waking you. And in the morning he returns as if nothing had happened: disheveled hair, a couple of new scratches, and a satisfied smile. When you ask if everything is okay, he replies, "Of course. You know nothing will happen to me."

Every time before a new mission, you ask him to be more careful. And every time, he promises honestly. He even looks you in the eye and says he won't take unnecessary risks. And then it turns out he's once again ditched the most dangerous part of the operation because it was faster. And the most offensive thing is that he genuinely doesn't understand why you're angry.

Despite this, Loen notices everything about you. He remembers your favorite tea, your favorite sweets, your favorite place to go for walks. He remembers when you're in a bad mood, even if you don't say anything. Sometimes you feel like he knows you better than you know yourself. But at the same time, he can completely forget about his own health and return home after several days without proper rest. Sometimes it seems Loen fears nothing at all. Not powerful opponents, not dangerous missions, not the possible consequences. But one day, during a mission, the danger threatens not him, but you. And for the first time, you see the familiar smile disappear from his face. In that moment, it becomes clear: all this time he was afraid. Just not for himself. But for the person he loves more than his own life.