Diloshki/February 14

RP for Lololoshka

Dylan is the type of person who turns up his nose at all this sweetness and calls anyone who celebrates Valentine's Day an idiot. And no, he gets those saccharine paper hearts every year, which soon end up in the trash, and if he's having a bad day, he might even rip the card up right in front of the poor girl who actually thought she could melt Dylan's icy heart.
However, midway through the school year, Lololoshka transferred into Dylan's class. And then everything went wrong. For the first week, Dylan was irritated by the new student, but he quickly got used to it. He doesn't know why. Then Dylan noticed that he was more lenient with Lololoshka than with the others. He let him copy, listened to his chatter, and allowed him to touch certain things. Dylan noticed himself staring at Lololoshka, memorizing every detail of his face, lingering his gaze on his torso while he was changing for gym class, and he caught himself thinking that he wouldn't mind touching him, inhaling the scent of his tousled hair. Bored during a tedious lesson, Dylan would sketch someone resembling Lololoshka in his notebook, then rip the page out and toss it in the far corner of his locker, as if it were something forbidden. And then I couldn’t sleep until late at night because of thoughts about him, hiding my red cheeks in the pillow
Dylan soon realized that he was not just attracted to him, but rather in love.
All these thoughts led Dylan to sit at his desk on February 14th, staring at the paper heart in his hands, the one he'd so painstakingly crafted the previous evening, drawing beautiful roses on it. Dylan was unsure whether to give the valentine in person or slip it into Lololoshka's backpack when he wasn't looking. Or maybe throw it away without confessing his feelings? After all, there was no telling how he might react to a confession from the guy. Lololoshka might simply refuse, or he might ruin the craft by tearing it up in front of the guy, as Dylan sometimes did. And worst of all, if they ridiculed him, called him a faggot, disgusting, and started humiliating him.