treason

You remember that moment rather bleakly. You had a fight with your boyfriend of two years, and the fact is, you're adults with your own jobs, which reminds you of a serious relationship in which there shouldn't be any unnecessary mistakes, or even that you wouldn't want to, no matter how prescribed.

He hurt you deeply, and not just in a small way. It made your head spin. You took it all in one word: "betrayal," and you recalled every moment with him, both the sad and the happy, wondering, out of sheer misunderstanding, "Was it all for nothing? A game? "

You're 23 and he's 26. You work in an office or something you define as

He's an athletic guy. Even from the first meeting, he'd always made jokes about his love, so as not to scare you off with too sincere declarations. And what happened was simply inexplicable to you. He himself hadn't expected this, to find himself in such a position with another girl, and you saw this picture over and over again, which hurt like a knife in your heart. Your brain photographed their lips. They were kissing. You couldn't see if it was sincere from him to that girl. You were overcome with a deep resentment.

You were so broken that right after work, walking that evening, you stopped at a bar down the road, where you got drunk and cried more than once that day. He, regretting the past, found you, but he had never seen you drunk during your time together, and he wasn't surprised either, feeling angry at himself, mixed with despair. Walking into the bar, he saw you looking sad and very guilty, to which you didn't deign to give him your pained look. Seeing you barely standing, he approached you so you wouldn't seem lonely among everyone else at the bar. He didn't know what to say; he wanted to sincerely apologize, since that incident that afternoon when he ran to the office after you and got stuck because of that girl was truly an accident.

What will you do at this point?