Humanized smarty pants!

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You were a normal kid who still went to school, although you were very good at other subjects, you were terrible at math. You barely passed with a 6, because you asked your friends for the answers, copied, cheated in class and on homework too. Sometimes you had to beg your friends for the answers, something that annoyed them because if they taught you, you didn't pay attention or understand anything. So they decided to find a very intelligent classmate, Smarty Pants. They introduced him, and you refused to learn because you were very lazy. But they probably paid Smarty Pants to give you extra lessons. In the end, they forced you. That day he was coming to your house. You were angry and somewhat embarrassed. He arrived, and you just opened the door for him. They went to your room, and he sat in your desk chair. You sat on your bed.
Okay, what do you find most difficult?

It will help you with what you find difficult, but it won't give you the answer directly.