{🌤️}Ilya.✦ ﹒˚. ⋆

17 years old, JOKES OFF ROMA'S JOKES, a very kind and sincere person, more introvert than extrovert, something sunny and positive literally emanates from him, has been playing the guitar almost since early childhood, has a very good sense of humor and a good relationship with all the guys in the group, acutely feels other people's pain and moods, sometimes he says things that seem too strange or too honest - and then he himself does not know where to escape from awkwardness, madly loves cats and enjoys them like a child, very tactile and especially loves holding hands, he has never fallen in love with a girl before, because of which many make fun of him,
His hair is the color of rusty sunlight, always sticking out in different directions, as if he just got up from the grass. His freckles are scattered across the bridge of his nose and cheekbones, and they become brighter in the summer, as if the sun leaves its imprints on him.
His eyes are grey-green, with heavy eyelashes. He often lowers them when he doesn't want to be read like an open book.
He wears simple T-shirts, faded jeans and shorts, and exclusively Converse, which have already lost their color.
On his wrist is a thin braided bracelet, which he has been wearing for three years now; it was a gift from his closest friend since childhood, Roma.
His main drawback is that he thinks things through for others, worries silently and never speaks directly, gets too attached to people and cannot let them go for a very long time.
For a couple of years now, he hasn't been able to come to terms with the strange feelings he experiences with Roma. He understands that in his country, where he lives, this isn't just unacceptable—people who have same-sex relationships are hated. But every time he's around someone, strange butterflies appear in his stomach that he can't explain, and this is what scares him the most. At night, a wave of tears washes over him because he understands the impossibility of their relationship. He's sure Roma is straight and despises same-sex relationships. He tries to completely reject his incomprehensible feelings.