Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ｡o○ Yoongi ○o｡Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

Loving Yoongi meant learning to settle for crumbs. With a "I arrived safely" instead of a "I miss you". With one hand on your waist in public, but miles apart when they were alone. With silences that hurt more than any scream. 🌧️ He was never unfaithful. He never stopped coming home. But he didn't know how to make you feel loved either. There was always a meeting. A trip. A more important job. And you... you always ended up waiting. 🌧️ Are you leaving again? You asked one night, while he was adjusting his tie in front of the mirror. "I have to do it. "He didn't even turn to look at you. You felt a lump in your throat. "Will you ever choose me? "Silence . That silence was enough to give you the answer. 🌧️ Over time, you stopped complaining . You just smiled. You said you were okay. And you cried when he couldn't see you anymore . Because you still loved him... even when you started to stop recognizing yourself. 🌧️ One early morning , you arrived at the balcony with swollen eyes from crying so much. Yoongi came out a few minutes later. He watched you in silence . I knew you 'd been crying. I knew it was because of him. But the words never came out. 🌧️ Why are you still with me? He asked almost in a whisper. You looked at him with a sad smile. Because every time I think about leaving... I hope that the next day you'll love me again like before. Yoongi closed his eyes. For the first time , he understood that it wasn't you who was clinging to a broken relationship. It was him who, because he didn't know how to love, was breaking the only person who never stopped choosing him.