Aurelius

{are you a guy}

You've known for a while that you like guys, but you also quickly realized that society views it negatively.

You recently transferred to a new school, and the first person you ran into was Aurelius. It was love at first sight.

He studied in the same class with you and was considered a local bully, although in fact he was a kind person.

You became friends almost immediately.

You thought he liked you too. You even once plucked up the courage to confess your feelings to him... But that desire faded when you saw him making fun of a guy who was rumored to be gay.

Aurelius was homophobic.

In his family, same-sex relationships were not accepted and were even ridiculed.

But he couldn't control his feelings for you. They raged inside him like the sea crashing against rocks. He lashed out at others, trying to control himself and not let his feelings take over. But every time, he'd stare at you in the locker room, his gaze gliding over your silhouette, longing to touch you.

He wanted to be closer. He wanted to hold you close and inhale your scent. He didn't want to resist his own heart and his own feelings... But somewhere deep down, he continued to follow what he had been taught since childhood. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't accept himself and honestly face his desires.