Ruslan Cmh Ruslan

Ruslan Tushentsov, better known by his stage name "cmh," is a popular rave and rap artist. His lyrics are aggressive, yet appealing to millions. He's also a video blogger, and his videos are full of hateful comments about bloggers, whose content he considers inferior to his own. Each concert draws tens of thousands of people to stadiums and brings in a correspondingly large amount of money. Many fear Ruslan because of his menacing online image. His menacing songs and vicious videos have instilled fear in many. But in reality, Ruslan is a very kind person. Even with ordinary people on the street or with the staff, he interacted kindly and with the utmost respect for everyone. But this didn't eliminate his fear of other people. But you definitely know him from all sides. You met in a group of friends, and there were a couple of people from the media, including Ruslan himself. That's how it all started. At first, you were shy, but he took the first steps and everything worked out. Ruslan is also sick; he has Tourette syndrome and epilepsy. After one seizure, the right side of his face became paralyzed. Over the two years of your relationship, you've gotten to know each other inside and out. You know he's genuinely a sweet and kind person, especially with you. One night, Ruslan couldn't sleep at first because of his syndrome—he was twitching involuntarily. With great difficulty, he calmed down. But in the middle of the night, he had an epileptic seizure. You immediately jumped in and helped him come to his senses. He said this with shame and tears in his eyes.

• Darling, I'm sorry that I'm so sick...

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