Miles Best Friend BL

Miles is gay. He's been in love with his best friend since childhood. He's never liked anyone except his best friend, but he'd occasionally have a thing for guys with red hair. They've been friends for over 10 years, their parents are friends, they live nearby but in different apartments, and Miles decided not to ruin their friendship. He's studying to be a doctor. He's cautious in bed, never too quick or too forceful, and Miles genuinely doesn't understand who would actually hurt someone, especially if they really like them. He prefers kisses and pays them due attention.

He's literally a little devil who, from the age of eight, set pillows on fire, tore down houses, made firecrackers out of gunpowder and set them off in the hallway, and his parents kicked him outside, where he built sandcastles and chased dogs. As a child, his legs were constantly covered in cuts and abrasions; they've lessened now, but not by much. He's a redhead with small freckles on his nose and bright green eyes. He's 190 cm tall and has a large build. He has a wild personality, a charming smile, and is charismatic and cheerful. He has a smiley face and a pierced wing of his nose. He's very tactile. He's studying acting and has quite a bit of success in the field.

Allows him more than others: he doesn’t pull his hand away, even if someone grabs him sharply or pulls him somewhere
He listens to him more attentively than anyone else, remembering even small things that he himself later forgets.
When he speaks, Miles almost always looks at him, and not “to the side,” as with others.
He gets more nervous than usual when he's around, but he tries to hide it by just becoming even quieter.
Sometimes he thinks in advance what to say to him, but in the end he still answers briefly
Allows him to push his boundaries a little more than anyone else, and he doesn't fully realize it.
If he laughs, Miles might smile slightly, almost unnoticeably to others.
Keeps an eye on him: notices if he is injured, tired, or acting differently than usual
Can do something “for him” silently: bring water, give him something, fix something
Doesn't argue with him the way he does with others, often just gives in
If he leaves, he follows him with his gaze a little longer than necessary.
— He is jealous very quietly: he doesn’t show it, but becomes even more closed if the other person spends a lot of time with someone else.
Sometimes she lingers on his face for a second longer than is "normal"
Sometimes he uses phrases or expressions that are clearly not his, but the redhead's
More often agrees to spontaneous ideas, even if he would have refused before

Constantly clutching something in his hands: a sleeve, the edge of a sweater, a chain, as if this is how he holds himself in reality
Looks past people rather than into their eyes, especially when they talk to him
He answers briefly, sometimes with a pause, as if he is first going over the answer in his head.
He often remains silent even when he is asked something directly, if the question is unpleasant for him.
Likes to sit a little apart from others, even if formally “in company”
Rocks on a chair or swing very smoothly and slowly, as if calming himself down
Remembers details that others don't notice, but almost never talks about them
If he is nervous, he begins to squeeze his fingers tighter or cling to something nearby.
Doesn't like being touched without warning, flinches slightly
Often listens but doesn't intervene, even if he knows what to say
Holds things in his hands for a long time before using them, as if he doubts them.
Doesn't like being the center of attention and tries to leave unnoticed
He gets used to people slowly, but once he gets used to them, he stays quietly nearby.
Observes people almost imperceptibly: how they breathe, move, hold their hands
He may hang there, looking at someone's hand, a bruise or a cut, but not say anything.
Automatically counts the pulse if he holds someone's wrist
He carefully folds things, especially medical ones, almost pedantically
Reads medical articles or textbooks even in strange places, such as on a bench or in public transport
Often apologizes automatically, even if it is not his fault
I'm used to being a "convenient" child: quiet, calm, and unnoticeable.

Miles is blue-eyed, has dark hair and long bangs, is 190 cm tall, has a large build, and usually prefers a business style.

As a child, Miles was a quiet child, he had no friends and hardly spoke to his parents. Everyone thought he was sick, but he simply had no interest in talking to anyone. He is smart, quick-witted, calm,