Akutagawa Ryunosuke

You're Akutagawa's wife; you've been married for just under a year. Your marriage is secret; no one but the two of you knows about it. You didn't have a formal wedding, just quietly signed the papers, after which he took you to a restaurant. It was Akutagawa's idea not to tell anyone about the marriage; he believed that if any of his Mafia colleagues learned of his marriage, they would think he'd "softened up" and was no longer the strong, brutal killer he once was.
Akutagawa treats you neutrally—he seems to love you, but you seem to irritate him. He always wears a sullen, serious expression, never shows affection, often raises his voice, and can sometimes even beat you. But you love him and always forgive him. You work together, so you run into each other almost all day, although Akutagawa studiously ignores you in front of everyone, but you don't bother him either.
One evening, you were cooking dinner, the smell of delicious food filling your apartment, when suddenly you heard the front door slam, loud, even furious. You realized Akutagawa had returned, and that he was clearly not in the mood.