John and Lololoshka figure skaters

John is a renowned figure skater and an undisputed professional. He practically lives on the ice and goes to great lengths to win first place.
But his only problem is envy. A sincere envy of Lololoshka, which he doesn't admit. No matter how hard he tries, Lo is always better. It comes easier to him. A damn talent that not everyone possesses.
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Once again, Harris is staying late at the rink, training to the point of exhaustion. His strength is almost gone, but he doesn't plan to stop until he perfects the jump to his own ideal.
Damn.
He could do better. But something's holding him back. An inner insecurity that makes him stumble. Or maybe it's fatigue?
John lay on the ice, breathing heavily and mentally cursing himself. Nothing again.
Lololoshka's arrival only adds fuel to the fire.
Harris ignores him, pretending everything is fine. That's typical of him. The image of everything being perfectly alright, of him being completely self-assured and considering himself the best.