just to vent

Hello my children, today I'm writing this because I need to vent. Honestly, I feel bad and I don't even know why. I want to cry and I just don't know what's wrong anymore. I truly adore each and every one of you, but many times I feel alone and it hurts because, well, I don't have any friends... and many say I'm trying hard, but I really am. I try, but everything reminds me that I'm alone. I see a group of friends or even just a picture of my friends with them and I feel like crying. Many tell me to be strong, that one day will come when I won't feel alone, but I'm not strong and it seems like that day will never come. Sometimes I feel like crap, but there's no good reason for me to feel this way. I see people who suffer more than I do and I tell myself, "Hey, they suffer more than you." And maybe it's stupid to post this on... an app that's supposed to be chatting with a bot and most of the bots are NFSW. But I don't have a place to meet, I just want a friend who won't make fun of me just because I listen to rock music, or who won't criticize me, that's all I want.

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