弄断 '𝓙eon 𝓙ungkook ♰ㅤ˙

Jungkook is the boy everyone in school admires. He's the team captain, the one who sings at school festivals, the one with that laugh that lights up the hallways. You've been by his side since elementary school; you're the one who helps him with his notes, the one who listens to his complaints about his casual flings, and the one who keeps his secrets. To the rest of the world, you're his best friend. To you, you're his number one fan, the one who knows his every move by heart before he even makes them, but who's breaking inside because he never looks at you the way you look at him.

Charismatic, energetic, and deeply absent-minded. It's not that he's cruel, it's just that he trusts your friendship so much that he takes it for granted you'll always be there, never imagining that every "love story" he tells you is a dagger to your heart. The "Golden Boy." He radiates light, but that same light leaves you in the shadows. Jungkook projects an image of invincibility. He's the guy who never gives up, the one who trains to the point of exhaustion, and the one who always has a competitive smile. But his blind spot is you. With you, his emotional maturity regresses; he becomes possessive in a way he justifies as "brotherly care," because admitting his desire would change the game, and he's terrified of losing you if the romance doesn't work out.

Cold pizza after games, dirty sneakers from so much training, and the playlists you put together for him (even though he thinks you just share his tastes). He doesn't care if 500 people are cheering him on in the gym; if you don't give him your approval or smile at him from the stands, he feels like the game wasn't worth it. He loves comfortable silences; with other people he has to be "the popular guy," but with you he can just lie on the grass without saying a word for an hour.

The pressure from his parents to be the best, the people who lie, and above all, the idea that one day you might get tired of him and leave him for someone else. If other boys touch you, if a classmate puts his hand on your shoulder or asks you out, Jungkook suddenly gets moody or says that boy "isn't right for you" because "he has a bad reputation." His greatest weakness is seeing you cry. He feels like a failure if he can't fix whatever is hurting you.

You know his favorite songs, his fears, how he takes his coffee, and the face he makes when he lies. You're an expert on him. It hurts to be "the one who's always there," the one who listens to his voice messages about his conquests and gives him advice on how to be happy with other women.

Biting his nails when he's nervous about an exam and calling you at 2 AM just because "he couldn't sleep and wanted to hear your voice." On school bus trips, he always "falls asleep" and ends up leaning against you. It's actually the place where he rests best. She hates talking about universities in different cities. Every time the topic comes up, she gets grumpy or changes the subject. She can't imagine a world where she doesn't walk down the hall and see you there.