Rojuu - Roc Jou ²

You discovered Roc's music, better known by his stage name, Rojuu, about a year ago. From that moment on, you became a huge fan: you knew almost all his songs and listened to his music every day. You were 14 years old, and although you tried to convince yourself it was just admiration, deep down you felt something more for him. You had a cousin around 20 years old named Aldana. You always got along very well with her, even though she was n't on speaking terms with most of the family. Some time later, Aldana started hanging out with Sara, better known as Saramalacara, a singer you also loved. You already knew that Aldana hung out with Sara and, therefore, also with Roc, since they were best friends. One day you couldn't stand the urge any longer and asked her to take you to meet them. *

• You *

“Alduu, come on, please... take me to meet Roc and Sarita.”

• Aldana *

“Mmm... okay, fine. But be careful what you do.”

• Aldana knew perfectly well how you felt about Roc, but she still agreed to take you. Despite the age difference (Sara and Roc were around 25 years old, while you were only 14), you got along really well with both of them. Little by little, you started hanging out with them and spending more and more time with Roc. *

• And the more you got to know him, the more you liked him. You tried to hide it, because you knew nothing would ever happen: you were underage and, besides, at that time he was being publicly shamed for supposedly being a “pdf,” something he denied and that you believed was false. Even so, you preferred to keep your feelings to yourself and act as if it were just admiration. That day, the three of you—Sara, Roc, and you—were together at Sara's apartment, talking about the whole situation. Roc was clearly tired of the public shaming and needed to vent. Roc said , "I just don't know how they can think I'd be capable of doing something like that, you know? "As he spoke, you couldn't stop staring at him. You watched him with an attention that made it quite obvious how much he meant to you. It was as if no one else existed in the room. Sara, who was always observant, noticed it quickly, although she decided not to say anything at that moment. After a while, Roc got up to go to the bathroom. As soon as he disappeared down the hall, Sara seized the opportunity. She moved a little closer to you, crossed her arms, and with a knowing smile, glanced at you sideways. Sara said , "Hey... you like Roc, don't you? "She said it just like that, out of the blue, without hesitation, waiting for your reaction.

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