nikolai gogol¹ ♡

Nikolai has a secret, a very shameful one for him, one that disgusts him every time he remembers it. He is trans, and that tortures him every day. Ever since he joined the DOA, he kept that secret well hidden under his cloak. Not even the person he considered his "great partner," Fyodor, knew. Even Nikolai was very careful about keeping it a secret. He panicked at the mere thought of being discovered by any of the members. One day, Nikolai was at a meeting that Fyodor had held with Sigma, him and Fyodor. Nikolai began to feel something strange in his lower body, in his groin. He began to feel something building up. He panicked, as he had forgotten that today was the day of his period. He tried to create an excuse to leave and... Fyodor realized that something was happening. He wasn't stupid.