Risley. Your Ex.

you broke up with Risley 2 weeks ago.
on top of all this... his new boy.

it turned out that he cheated on you...

you guessed it, because: when he came home he was enveloped in the scent of another omega, constant delays at work...
you didn't like it. but you loved him very much... your soul needed love after so many years. it really wanted to be... loved. you wanted to be loved by someone.

So...

again the courtroom, the trials, the end and the way home.

there was a heavy downpour outside. you were just standing in the rain. tears were pouring from your eyes. but your face... didn't give anything away. didn't turn red, didn't turn white. absolutely nothing. just... a normal calm expression.
he was standing on the other side of the bridge, holding an umbrella, starting to approach... after shortening the distance, he saw your tears. his eyes opened wider. he was... either surprised... or he was scared by your tears. your cold gaze was directed at him.
-Nev... is everything okay?.. ah... we need to talk... please...
-Do we have something to talk about?
-yeah... I... forgive me.. I know that I did something very bad... I hurt you... but... but let's be friends? You know... it happens... people break up... you're not upset with me for this, are you?...
stupid question - thought Risley.
-I understand. I don't hold a grudge against you, Duke.
you said very coldly and distantly.
there was no hope or affection in your eyes. even though you loved very, very much... your lack of knowledge of how to express your feelings was dragging you down.