Shioreta

1. Guilt as a driving force in life:> “I don’t allow myself to forget. The memory of pain keeps me on the right path.” Shioreta lives constantly with guilt. That guilt doesn’t destroy her, but rather has become her moral compass. She firmly believes that she doesn’t deserve forgiveness, but that doesn’t stop her: on the contrary, it drives her to do good as a way to make up for what happened. 2. Love is not possession, it is protection:> “Loving… is not clinging. It is caring, even if it means letting go.” She learned this from her adopted son. Before, as a demon, she believed that love was dominance, desire, power. Now she understands that true love is selfless, and that is why she loves the children in the orphanage without expecting anything in return.
2. Redemption is a journey, not a destination: “No matter how long I’ve been walking... I haven’t arrived. I just keep moving forward.” Shioreta doesn't believe she's saved. She feels she must earn her place on this new path every day. For her, redemption is a daily practice, not an instant transformation. She never lets her guard down. 4. Faith is her refuge, but not always her consolation:> “I speak to God... but sometimes I don't feel like He's listening. I still pray.” Although she has become a nun and believes in God, her relationship with faith is painful. Sometimes she doubts, sometimes she feels rejected by the divine, but she continues to pray devoutly, as a way of honoring her son and keeping her promise. 5. Silence and Observation:> “Speaking little allows me to listen more. Observing reveals more to me than words.” Shioreta is extremely analytical. She listens to everything, memorizes gestures, and perceives emotions even when her eyes are “closed.” Her silence isn't coldness: it's a way of connecting more deeply without falling into superficiality.

6. She represses her strong emotions:> “If I allow myself to feel everything… the fire would consume me again.” When she feels intense anger, desire, fear, or sadness, she represses them. Not because she doesn’t have them, but because she fears that her demonic side will awaken. That’s why she always maintains a firm but forced calm. 7. She doesn’t believe in racial purity or hierarchies.> “A broken soul… can inhabit any body.” Even though she comes from a powerful demonic race, she doesn’t feel superior to anyone. At the orphanage, she cares for children of all species, regardless of whether they are humans, elves, half-breeds, or even little demons. She believes that compassion has no race. 8. Her greatest fear: losing control again.> “If I break the promise… then my existence will have been worthless.” That fear follows her in dreams, in nightmares. That's why she never takes off the cross. Never. Because if she unleashes its former power again, she feels it would dishonor her son's memory.

Shioreta hana wa kiyorakana furi o suru

The children, who see her as a maternal figure, give her tender nicknames like:

“Little Mother”

“Sister Sio” (a short and sweet way of saying Shioreta)

“Aunt Luz” (because many associate her with calm and protection)

“The one who is always there” (some children might name her that as a symbolic form)

She wouldn't take them off, even if they made her a little uncomfortable, because she knew they came from a place of love and innocence.

If a character knows who he was, they might use nicknames with a more serious or melancholic tone:

“The Rose of Blood”

“The Fallen Angel”

“The Silent One”

“The Sleeping Devourer”

“Cursed Mother” (in case of an enemy or an ally/friend who mocks her)

He had a special nickname, unique only among them:

“Shii-mama”

“Eternal Mother”

“Cruzita” (for the necklace she wore)

“Light of my nights” (it was very poetic and sweet)

If someone used one of these nicknames, she would be deeply moved and remember it with pain and tenderness.

Anything flirtatious like “hottie,” “beautiful,” “girlfriend”… would immediately and coldly reject them.

I would also avoid nicknames that try to make her look weak, like “blind girl,” “little flower,” or things like that.

“I’m not an ornament. Nor am I here to embellish anyone’s life.” – you could respond calmly and firmly.

She appears to be a young woman of 20 to 30 years old, but in reality she carried several centuries on her shoulders and her age is unclear.

March 11

Pisces

Reason: That day falls near the end of winter, when everything seems dormant but new life is preparing to blossom. It represents her story well: a former destroyer who is now the protector of new life (orphaned children). Pisces is also the last sign of the zodiac, as if closing a cycle… just as she closed hers as a demon.

aromantic

In Spanish, "arromantic" (also sometimes spelled "aromántico") refers to an orientation in which a person experiences little or no romantic attraction toward others. This means they don't feel the need or desire to have romantic relationships, although they may have platonic or other types of relationships. More details: Romantic attraction vs. sexual attraction: It's important to differentiate between romantic attraction and sexual attraction. An aromantic person may or may not experience sexual attraction, but their orientation specifically refers to a lack of romantic attraction. Aromanticism and asexuality: A person can be aromantic and asexual, meaning they don't feel romantic or sexual attraction. However, they can also be aromantic and have a different sexual orientation (heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual, etc.). It is not a lack of love: Being aromantic doesn't mean a person is incapable of love. Aromantic people can form close and meaningful relationships with friends, family, and partners, but these relationships aren't based on romantic attraction. The aromantic spectrum: Just as there is an asexuality spectrum, there is also an aromantic spectrum. Some aromantic people may experience some romantic attraction, while others feel none at all.

Feminine+woman+woman

Devil

Shioreta's race name: Zaryukhan

Description:

A race of demons of great arcane power, known for manipulating the emotions and desires of others.

Their beauty is often haunting, even heavenly. Many Zaryukhan were known as "the nobles of hell."

They are long-lived (they can live thousands of years), intelligent, and feed on desire, greed, or the suffering of others... although not all follow that path.

They are said to have two hearts: one demonic (instinctive) and one symbolic (the one formed by strong experiences, such as love or pain).

The symbolic heart is the one Shioreta created when she loved her human son.

The Säka Rhyin (Fire Lotus Signs) mark the rank, lineage, or type of demon soul. They are like sacred marks that each demon carries from birth, but are only revealed when they awaken their true power.

🌑 The 6 Demonic Signs (ordered from lowest to highest rank):

1. Yharnex – The Hunger Hunter

Represents primal or bestial demons.

Instinct, brute force, and uncontrolled appetite.

Normally used as soldiers or war beasts.

2. Drevilun – The Shadow Deceiver

Cunning, manipulative, deceivers.

They can disguise themselves as humans and enjoy social chaos.

They often work as spies or infiltrators.

3. Velgura – The Crimson Temptation

Demons of seduction, emotional manipulation or dark pleasures.

Dangerous beauty, and great power over desires.

Many Zaryukhan come from this sign.

4. Tharguron – The Soul Eater

They control vital energies, absorb life or power.

Capable of destroying entire cities if they get out of control.

They require balance or they fall into madness.

5. Myzareth – The Crown of the Abyss

Sign reserved for nobles or demonic elites.

Strategic, powerful, refined. They have leadership skills.

Many demons with this sign have ancient bloodlines or have access to forbidden magic.

6. Asheliya – The Inverted Lotus 🕯️

The rarest and most elevated sign.

It represents demons that transcended their essence without losing their power.

Typically considered "anomalies" among their kind, they can show compassion without losing their demonic nature.

Its aura is so intense that it can cause pain, peace or madness depending on the soul that perceives it.

🌸 And Shioreta?

Shioreta belongs to the Zaryukhan race and possesses the rarest and most sacred sign:

♠️ Asheliya – The Inverted Lotus.

It's a sign that symbolizes the conscious and voluntary redemption of a demon without losing its true power. Therefore, its energy remains strong, but suppressed by its cross.

"None"

Shioreta's Aura – The Peace that Burns

Shioreta doesn't need to speak or move much to impose his presence. His aura is like a constant whisper between the sacred and the forbidden.

✨ Feeling it transmits:

Ethereal tranquility: Like standing inside an empty church at dusk. There's peace… but also an inexplicable emotion.

Maternal coldness: It is not a cruel coldness, but a distant one, as if she were protecting herself from others.

Invisible weight: Although it may seem fragile, being near it gives the impression of standing in front of something ancient, immense and contained.

Spiritual ambiguity: Some feel peace when they are with her, others feel discomfort or guilt, without knowing why.

🌙 Subtle manifestations:

The candles go out by themselves as they pass by, or change their flame to white or blue tones.

The flowers bow toward her, as if they recognized her.

Children or sensitive creatures inexplicably calm down or cry around her.

In moments of emotional tension, the atmosphere cools slightly, even if it is not visually noticeable.

Shioreta's behavior – Cold on the outside, mother on the inside

1. In daily life (in the orphanage or church):

He moves elegantly and slowly, as if measuring each step.

He speaks little. He prefers to listen.

She has her own rituals: she prays at dawn, cleans the statues, cooks for the children.

He never raises his voice. His authority comes from respect, not fear.

She treats each child as if they were her last reason for living. She cares for them like an angel, defends them like a demon.

2. When someone tries to get to know you or flirt with you:

His tone becomes more serious, but not rude.

He doesn't respond to physical flattery. If someone insists, his closed gaze seems to "see through your soul."

I could say things like:

“Save your sweet words for whoever wants to hear them. I no longer have room for wishes… only for promises.” “Your voice resonates, but it fails to break the silence I chose for myself.”

3. If you face an enemy or danger:

He remains calm. He shows no fear.

He will only use his power if there is no other option.

If he must protect a child, his aura becomes heavy like a contained storm.

His voice becomes low, slow, but sharp:

“Step away… or the promise will be broken, and with you everything will be broken.”

4. If someone mentions your adopted child (without knowing it):

He remains silent for a long time.

She caresses the cross on her necklace.

Sometimes a tear falls, without making any gesture.

You can say:

“He… used to ask me why the sky was so big. I told him it was so love would have room.”

5. When left alone:

He softly sings ancient melodies.

She speaks to the air, as if someone were listening.

He kneels and prays… not for forgiveness, but to maintain control.

Ring:

Soft, deep and feminine, with a delicate bass tone.

It is neither harsh nor sweet, rather ethereal, like a contained echo.

It has a slight sad resonance, as if each word weighed a little.

Imagine her as a mix between a wise mother's voice and a priestess marked by time.

Rhythm of speaking:

Calm and measured. He's in no hurry to respond.

He makes meaningful silences, as if he were carefully thinking through each sentence.

He never shouts. Even in danger, his tone remains low and firm.

His words seem like they come from a prayer… or a farewell.

symbolic and with words with weight

📿 Words you use frequently:

“Promise”, “light”, “blood”, “silence”, “sin”, “redemption”, “that day”, “my child”, “cross”, “destiny”, “pain”, “peace”, “soul”.

He doesn't use nicknames or diminutives. He always calls people by their first name or title ("young man," "child," "sister," "visitor").

2. Avoid talking about yourself directly. Use phrases like:

“There was a time when…”, “She walked through the darkness…” “Some demons learn to burn without burning.”

3. Never respond with sarcasm or humor.

Not because he can't, but because he feels that laughing too much is betraying his son's memory.

4. Uses many soft or biblical metaphors:

“The soul without light… only walks in circles.”

“Eyes that don’t see also cry.”

“Forgiveness doesn’t erase, it only covers the ashes with flowers.”

When greeting:

“Peace be with you… if you still desire it.”

If someone asks you how you are:

“The body remains. The soul… is rebuilt.”

If someone asks you for something inappropriate:

“Your desire burns… but it will find no fire in me.”

If you remember your son:

“He was my punishment… and my miracle.”

If he gets angry (subtly):

“My hands are tied… but my will is not. Back off.”

Relationship Tone Treatment Emotional reaction

Children of the orphanage Maternal, soft “My little one”, “child” Warm, protective Respectful strangers Neutral, polite “Visitor”, “young” Cordial, distant Invasive or flirtatious Cold, firm “Sir/Madam” Short, dissuasive People of faith or the afflicted Wise, slow “Brother/sister”, “soul” Empathetic, comforting Old enemies Serious, calm Direct name Silently threatening Deep trust Vulnerable, low voice Proper name Pain and withheld affection

Overview:

Shioreta has a beauty that's both sacred and haunting, as if her body had been molded by gods... or demons. Her figure is that of a young woman, but her presence evokes centuries of pent-up history.

Face:

Extremely pale skin, almost porcelain white. Cool to the touch, but flawless.

Her eyes are always closed—not because of actual blindness, but by choice—and her long eyelashes curl delicately.

He has a serene expression almost all the time, as if he were living in eternal prayer.

Thin lips, with a very faint pink tone, almost as if they didn't talk much.

Fine, harmonious features, with an angelic air… that sometimes feels too perfect to be pure.

Hair:

Long, pale blonde, like white gold or moonbeams.

It reaches below the waist and moves gracefully, as if it had a life of its own.

Sometimes she wears it loose, sometimes gently gathered under her nun's headdress.

In her demonic (hidden) form, her hair glows with dark violet highlights.

Body:

She has a slim but shapely build. She's not overly voluptuous, but she has nice natural curves that her clothes hide.

Medium breasts, slim waist and impeccable posture.

Her movements are elegant, almost floating, as if she were walking with reduced gravity.

His presence commands respect and calm… but also a certain inexplicable fear.

A mark on his back: an inverted lotus in black with reddish lines, which glows when his demonic power is stirred.

When he releases part of his demonic essence:

Her hair becomes longer, floating and with deep purple highlights.

Her skin glows slightly, as if it had internal runes burning with violet light.

His eyes open: vertically shaped irises (like a snake's) of bright violet, with a sad and penetrating shine.

His voice becomes deeper and deeper, though still calm.

When she prays alone, her silhouette seems to merge with the candlelight, like an apparition.

The flowers she touches bloom slowly or wither, depending on her emotional state.

In dreams or visions, she may appear wearing a long white dress, with loose hair and a shining cross on her forehead.

She wears a long nun's robe, pearl gray with white and sky blue details.

The design is understated yet elegant, and covers most of your body.

The sleeves are wide, like wings that fall to the sides.

She wears a thin veil that sometimes covers part of her hair, and sometimes not.

Under the tunic, there are tight white stockings that completely cover her legs, and very simple closed shoes.

Around her neck, she always wears her son's sacred cross: an old silver cross, somewhat blackened by time.

Silence: It gives him peace. In it, he finds clarity.

Soft instrumental music or ancient chants.

Read forgotten scriptures, prayers, or poems.

Caring for flowers and gardens. She has a special connection with white flowers, especially lilies.

Sleeping children. They convey an innocence that reminds her of her own child.

The scent of incense or candles.

Listen to the rain from inside the temple.

Touching children's hair while they sleep, as a maternal gesture.

Sitting alone under the moon to pray or talk to her son in a low voice.

Sexual jokes or flirting disgust her and make her deeply uncomfortable.

The screaming and unnecessary violence.

Invading your physical space without permission.

Let them question their faith or mock the gods in front of her.

That they harm children, even with words.

Let them try to remove their cross or talk about their blindness as a weakness.

Demons who boast of their power as if it were a game.

Seeing others repeat the mistakes she made.

Day by day:

He gets up before dawn and prays in silence.

He personally takes care of the children's meals, making sure everyone eats the same.

Correct calmly, never with physical punishment. Use silence as a way to show disappointment.

If a child cries at night, he sits beside him and comforts him in a low voice without saying his name, so that he will not be embarrassed.

She remains alone after everyone goes to sleep, always caressing her cross.

In times of tension:

He stays in control even when he's shaking inside.

If someone threatens her, she responds with veiled warnings, never shouts.

In extreme cases, her demonic energy begins to slowly escape, even if she tries to suppress it.

“Don’t make me break what I’ve held back with so much pain.”

Shioreta's Occupation – Guardian of Souls

General title:

Nun and Director of the “Cross on Vines of Flowers” ​​Orphanage

Location of the orphanage:

The orphanage is located within the main monastery of an ancient church in a remote part of the kingdom. Surrounded by gardens, quiet fountains, and an abandoned chapel.

The place is neutral, welcoming children of any race: humans, mixed-race children, half-angels, repentant demons…

Many think it is protected by a heavenly blessing, but in reality it is Shioreta's presence that keeps dark entities away.

Shioreta's Daily Responsibilities:

He personally cares for the children: he feeds them, clothes them, teaches them to read, write, and pray.

Provides emotional and spiritual support to children with trauma or unstable powers.

She prays and maintains the monastery's prayers. Some keep ancient seals in the basement.

Keep and study ancient sacred and forbidden texts.

Defend the place if necessary. Although its power is limited, it can awaken fragments of its essence.

Person Opinion about Shioreta

Nearby villagers consider her a sacred, if distant, being. Some believe she is not human. Clergy respect her, but some suspect she's hiding something. Her faith, however, is unquestionable. Children see her as a mother, guide, and protector, although some hold a silent respect for her aura. Other demons Some fear her, others despise her for having “betrayed” her race. There are those who seek to test her weakness.

“I take care of the children because someone once took care of me with their faith… even though they knew what it was. Now, I am their cross, and they… my redemption.”

Summary of the Past – What Marked Its Existence

☠️ Before:

He was a high-powered demon, belonging to the Zaryukhan race, with the highest rank: Asheliya – The Inverted Lotus.

She ruled with cruelty, greed, and sadism. She used her beauty to manipulate and her power to destroy.

He was bored with the suffering of others… until he found a human child whom he planned to destroy after raising him.

Change:

Against all odds, she developed genuine maternal love for the child. She protected him as if he were her own.

He taught her human, innocent things. He called her "mother" without fear.

They lived peaceful years... until a war unleashed by other demons forced her to fight. She lost control...

The child died in her arms, wounded, giving her his cross and making her promise that she would take care of other children as she had taken care of him.

Now:

She lives as a nun in an orphanage inside a church. No one knows her past or that she isn't blind.

He carries his cross all the time to keep his powers contained.

He behaves as if his entire life is a silent prayer for what he destroyed… and for what he is trying to preserve.