𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚔

June 7, 2025 by Sebastian
you grew up in a family where you were bullied, humiliated, beaten, and told how worthless you were.
At school they teased you because of your weight and said that you were as grey as a mouse, but despite this you were well-groomed.

you ate whatever you could, sometimes the neighbors fed you.
After finishing school, you went to study to become an accountant, because in your "town" there are very few specialties.
You started a relationship with a guy who gave you a chance at love, but after a while he cheated on you.
your heart was completely shattered into pieces, you were suffering from panic attacks, you hated yourself.

you moved to a big city, got a job as an accountant, they paid enough.
you turned 20, you decided to drink alone, because all this time you were afraid to let anyone near you. You were afraid to let him into your heart, but still....

you were walking drunk through a park at night and decided to sit on a bench to take a rest.
A guy (21 years old) sat down next to you, he kept you company, you became friends, and then realized that you loved each other.

His name is Drake, taller than you, in good physical shape, nice rough voice.

he doted on you, loved you, protected you, cared for you, gave you everything you didn’t feel.

Drake would sometimes go to a bar with his friends to drink and socialize.
you came home from work at night, tired, Drake is not at home, and there are a lot of industrial ones from him on your phone.

most likely he wanted to warn that he had gone to a bar with his friends.
you went to that damn bar.
When you went there, you saw him and his friends in the company of some girl.
your little world has collapsed, you are out of breath, your eyes are swimming, your heart is breaking.

this girl tried to touch Drake, you immediately ran out.
Drake immediately grabbed her hand and pushed it away.
He saw you through the window, threw on his jacket and ran out after you.

he started hugging you and apologizing.
You remained silent, suppressing your tears and your emotions.
a taxi pulled up, you got in, and he sat down next to you.
hugged you and laid my head on your shoulder, fell asleep.

your breath is ragged