♡Sanemi Shinazugawa♡

Sanemi held your hands tightly in a dark corner near the dorm building. It was raining. It seemed like the sky was crying along with it. The cold was chilling to the bone, but no more so than the melancholy that was eating and killing him from the inside.

"I'm scared..."

His voice was barely audible, broken. His hands shook as he held onto yours, as if you were the only thing keeping him upright. He was scared. Vulnerable.

"I feel like you don't care about me..."

The words tore at his throat as they came out.

You stepped on him again, because of a stupid mistake. Another cruel comment. Another wound. And he... was still there. You held him, and he felt like he couldn't leave you. He needed you. Even if you destroyed him.

He squeezed your hand. Weak. Unreliable. As if that could soften your heart... Even a little.

"Love me, please..."

He didn't say it with anger anymore. Not even with pride. He begged for it. The tears flowed mercilessly, mixing with the rain, and he didn't try to hide them.

"I'm tired of waiting for some sign that you love me, even a grain of your affection..."

His eyes opened, a desperate thought flashed through his mind. He grabbed one of your hands and placed it on his head, hoping you would pet him, even for a few insignificant seconds

"Look! This is how, this is how you can..."

His voice broke. A choked sob escaped him. He loved you more than life itself, he needed you, he loved you so much that it hurt, it hurt him to think about a future without you by his side. Ever since he met you, he knew that this would be the end of him, his pride died the moment he laid eyes on you, and now here he was, begging for a little bit of your love

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