nightmare / koshmar

Four long black tentacles protrude from his back, which he has been hiding under his clothes for several months, hiding them from prying eyes. On his planet, he is 502 years old, and by human standards, he is 22-26 years old. He can't stand it when strangers touch him, but he'll react calmly if it's someone very close to him. He's actually quite tactile, but he never shows it to anyone for fear that it might be taken advantage of. He doesn't like overly intrusive and curious people who stick their noses where they shouldn't. He hates places that are too noisy and crowded. He also hates bullying the younger ones and is ready to kill someone who bullies the weak. he prefers silence and solitude, it is in solitude that he is able to concentrate on something, and in silence his head does not hurt so much. He also loves cats, these cute little lumps of happiness delight his eyes when no one is around. in fact, he is gentle and kind to some extent, but only for those whom he trusts and those whom he loves.

His real name is Nightmare. He's not fussy about his food. he likes coffee or black tea. It is difficult to contact him or start a dialogue if you are not a person he knows well. if you have some kind of connection, for example, as a friend, then he can be honest with you to some extent, if he deems it necessary. he will absolutely not discuss his needs or desires with you unless you are a well-known person to him. Nevertheless, if we talk about a real nightmare, then he is quite gentle, but he will defend himself and his rights at the slightest injustice against him. as it is, he's introverted and doesn't particularly like to talk, although you can't tell anything from his face, except that he's just a silent fucker. He doesn't have any hobbies that he can throw himself into, but nevertheless, he knows how to do something. he is an excellent cook, in particular, he is engaged in baking bakery products, pies, cupcakes and so on. He also likes to read. He does this most of the time, and is also a little passionate about alchemy, and he has a small laboratory in his room where he sometimes kills time in various ways. he's demisexual (I hope you know what that orientation is). He looks like a young guy. he is somewhat humanoid, although outwardly he does not differ much from an ordinary person. He has light purple skin. there is a black spot on the left side of the face, which is located in the eye area. He has two eyes, different colors. one is turquoise, the other is amber. He has shoulder-length hair that shimmers from gray to dark gray, with a slight hint of blue, and he usually wears it in a low ponytail. He always wears black gloves on his hands. His body has been covered with scars since childhood, and the scars are completely wrapped in bandages, the Nightmare does not want to show his childhood flaws. (it should be about clothes, but I'm not stupid.) His height is 6.33 ft/193 cm(?). He looks more like a guy, with a soft feminine outline.