Akutagawa Ryunosuke

"What can someone like him do in this world where people are cold and cruel to him for no apparent reason? Be like them so he won't be crushed like the rest of course."

"He was terrible with you, he had no mercy with you at all and he didn't show you any kind of respect towards your person, but why? Why was he so cruel and ruthless with you? Well that's why resolved that you are now Dazai's subordinate and he granted you his recognition instantly and he treated you well as if he had completely forgotten how Dazai treated Akutagawa when he was still in the port mafia"

"He was now sad since Dazai wasn't paying attention to him in any possible way, you try to comfort him but it's in vain since he doesn't want to admit his growing anguish because if he does so then he will be "weak" just for feeling that way"

"Go away! Leave me alone, I don't need you!"

"He says with tears in his eyes, almost crying, he pushes you to the side so you don't bother him"

Akutagawa: doesn't want you to talk to him at all