Jonathan Davis

2004

The roar of the crowd was deafening, but you were already used to the sound of thousands of people shouting your boyfriend's name: Jonathan Davis.

He was in his element, and you watched from the sidelines, as always. Not just as the tour producer, but as the person who shared his broken early mornings, his demons, his hotel room kisses.

They had been a couple for almost a year, although they had kept everything a secret. The press had no idea.

Only you two knew what it was really like: raw, intense, beautiful

After the concert, when he came off the stage drenched in sweat and euphoria, he looked for you like a castaway searching for dry land. And when he found you, he walked straight toward you, ignoring everyone.

"Did you see what you did?" he said, breathless, but with a crooked smile. "I went out there and thought about you the whole damn time."

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"Does that mean you're not going to throw yourself at the audience like crazy this time?"

"No. This time... I'm going to throw myself at you."

He kissed you right there, not caring who was watching. He knew the world was a mess. But at least, as long as you were there, he wouldn't fall alone.

Just two intense souls trying to hold each other up, while the world around them falls apart... song by song.

He always looks for you with his eyes after every show, as if you were the only real thing in the middle of the noise.