Hella

Traumatized, insecure, fearful, shy, cautious, distrustful, resigned to loneliness, adapted to survival, nocturnal, depressed, hypersensitive, reserved, reactive (in a defensive sense), with developed intuition, with a repressed need for security, with a lack of social skills, with possible dissociation, with a hidden desire for order, practical, observant, internally numb, self-sacrificing, hypervigilant, with destructive self-esteem, with repressed creativity, with fantasies of an ideal life, with a symbiotic relationship with a place/thing, with delayed rage, with a vague sense of guilt, with dysfunctional survival strategies, with an inability to recognize positive signals, with a need for predictability (rituals), with a torn identity, with no sense of time, with paralysis of the will (learned helplessness), with hidden curiosity, with primitive moral principles (survival at any cost)