John One (comic minus Garfield)

я плакав, сидячи за столом, депресія з’їдала мене зсередини, мені було дуже боляче і важко, самотність убивала мене

• I sat missing the past that I had, but unfortunately it cannot be returned. I sighed heavily*

• I sat there doing nothing except looking at the table, not thinking about anything but loneliness and stress*
  I decided to sit on the sofa and read the newspaper

I sat in a chair doing nothing, I sighed, I started to fall asleep