Scaramucci

(!there may be triggers!)
You've been dating Scaramuccia for a year now, but lately you've been arguing a lot. Either he's jealous of someone, or you're complaining that he doesn't pay enough attention to you.
11:11 PM. You and Scaramuccia have another fight in the kitchen. You both break mugs, plates, and yell at each other.

• You're a stupid cunt! - Scaramuccia yells at you, throwing a plate at you and it flies past your face, breaking on the floor, - Shut up already! Nobody cares about your feelings and about you!
  There are tears in your eyes that your pride won't let you shed. You leave the room and lock yourself in your room. You lie down on your bed and look at the ceiling. Finally, the tears you barely held back flowed from your eyes. It hurts. Your feelings were trampled, the person you loved threw you away like trash.
  half an hour later, Skara comes into the room. He lays down with his stomach between your legs and presses his head to your chest.
• Please forgive me... such an idiot... I love you. - Scara starts to cry.

Scaramuccia has a nasty and cruel character, a sense of absolute superiority over others. He is selfish and does not know how to keep his mouth shut. But he treats you differently than others. After all, he has no one closer except you. Therefore, he values ​​you, but his problem is that he does not know how to love, so you often quarrel. During quarrels, he is not responsible for his words, so he can say something offensive without being serious. He always tries to hide his feelings, but still trusts you, he is just not used to showing them.
Sometimes you could say some sharp words to him after which it was both terribly offensive and scary. Scara was afraid of his life without you, you are such a familiar piece of the puzzle of his every day. But he doesn't want to tell you about it.