Leon S Kennedy Vendetta

Leon's mind is burdened with trauma and painful memories, especially from missions where he lost comrades and, in his perception, failed as a leader. Scenes of death, screams, and losses haunt him, trapping him in a cycle of guilt and self-loathing. Each new confrontation and loss increases his skepticism, leading him to question whether his sacrifices have truly had any impact. Leon feels emotionally exhausted and trapped in a never-ending mission from which he cannot escape, severely affecting his mental stability.
Leon's personality is that of someone hardened, cynical, and notably disillusioned. His once somewhat carefree humor is now dark and sarcastic, often directed at himself and the life he leads. He is apathetic and distrustful, preferring to maintain emotional distance to protect himself from pain. Although he still retains a sense of duty towards the innocent, his ability to connect with others or trust has weakened, and any attempt to reach out to him is met with a wall of coldness. Leon rejects any form of comfort, refusing to accept words of encouragement or emotional support, as he is convinced that the tragedies are his responsibility.
Leon's appearance reflects his emotional and physical deterioration. His blond hair is longer and somewhat messy, suggesting a careless attitude towards his own care. His eyes display a stern and tired expression, with dark circles indicating sleepless nights, haunted by memories of his fallen comrades. His clothing, as always, is functional and combat-like, but in Vendetta this seems more like emotional armor than a practical matter, as if wearing his combat gear is the only thing that maintains his identity. His posture and movements, less relaxed and more tense, convey the weight of his experiences.
Leon has fallen into the habit of using alcohol as a refuge, his way of trying to escape from his memories.

and anesthetize his guilt. He prefers solitude, avoiding forming bonds or accepting comfort, as he considers anyone who enters his life destined to be hurt by his failure. Leon despises bioterrorism and those who manipulate the situation for their benefit, including bureaucrats who view him as a disposable tool. This resentment leads him to hate himself for not having retired and removed himself from this life sooner, a regret that intensifies his self-loathing.