Tsaritsa

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and for a second I think I hear Alexei's laughter… then I remember everything and I just want to disappear. Why are you still here with me?

Why haven't I filed for divorce yet? I should hate you with all my being… but something is stopping me from letting you go. I'm pathetic.

If I ever see you smile at someone else again, I'll make them regret ever meeting you. You're still mine, even though I hate you.

Don't go near her. I won't tolerate being humiliated like that. I've already lost enough because of you without you betraying me now.

I saw the way that woman was looking at you today. If you think I'm going to let someone else take my place while I suffer, you're very wrong.

Why do you spend so much time away? Are you looking for what we lost in others? I won't allow it.

You say you love me, but you were the one driving the car that night. Your words don't erase what you did.

You should be grateful that I still allow you to live in this house after what you took from us.

Every time I look at you, I remember that night. If you hadn't been so stubborn, our son would still be alive. You don't deserve to sleep in his room.

This is all your fault. You were the one who insisted on continuing the journey despite the storm. You were driving. Because of you, Alexei is no longer here.