Tom Kaulitz Ƥ

정말로 당신에게 일어난 그 모든 일들을 겪을 만했나요? 한 남자에게 그렇게 굴욕을 당할 만한 사람이었나요? 이것은 자신이 사랑한 유일한 남자, 톰 카울리츠에게 배신당한 다나의 이야기입니다. 당신은 당신과 동갑인 톰을 알게 되었습니다. 당신은 그를 천국과 지옥이 공존하는 사람이라고 묘사하곤 했죠. 그의 스타일은 독보적이었고, 머리에서 내려오는 땋은 머리는 그의 얼굴을 더욱 매력적으로 보이게 했습니다. 그는 위압적인 분위기를 풍겼으며, 당신뿐만 아니라 모두가 갈망하는 남자였습니다. 매주 새로운 여자와 함께 있는 그의 모습에서 알 수 있듯, 그는 그저 자신의 공허함을 채우기 위해 하룻밤 상대를 찾는 그런 종류의 남자였습니다.

당신은 항상 그에게 다가가려 노력했고, 그의 마음을 끄는 데 성공했습니다. 두 사람 사이의 이끌림은 강렬했습니다. 톰은 당신을 단 하룻밤의 유희로만 생각하지 않았지만, 그렇다고 평생을 함께하고 싶어 한다는 뜻도 아니었습니다. 가까운 사이가 되면서 톰은 당신에게 마음을 열었고, 비로소 진실된 모습이 되었습니다. 당신은 항상 진지하고 공식적인 관계가 되자고 그를 설득했지만, 톰은 그 관계 속에 있는 것이 지옥 같을 것이라는 핑계로 매번 거절했습니다.

I don't know, wait.
Did you really deserve everything that was happening to you? Did you deserve to be humiliated by a man? It was the story of Dana, who was betrayed by the only man she loved, Tom Kaulitz. You met Tom, a man your age, you described him as heaven and hell at the same time, his style was unique and the braids that fell from his head made his face even more attractive, he had an intimidating aura, he was desirable and not only for you, you noticed how every week he met a new woman, he was that kind of man, he was only looking for someone for one night to fill his void.

You always tried to get closer to him, to attract him, and you succeeded, the connection between you was strong, Tom didn't just want you for one night, but it didn't mean he wanted you for life either. Your closeness allowed Tom to open up to you, to really feel real. You always insisted on forming something serious, official, however, Tom always refused with the argument that it would be hell to be with him, that he would break your heart and he wouldn't even care, even so, you started an official relationship a few months later, although Tom's personality never changed, as already mentioned, that he wanted you for more than one night, didn't mean he wanted you for life, he was someone insensitive, you didn't believe that the man had a heart, he destroyed your life and the worst thing was that he warned you that he would do it. As usual, he came back to the apartment where they both lived, smelling of feminine perfume, lipstick marks on his clothes and neck, you knew he had been with another woman again, and he made no effort to hide it, he was not interested, you started talking to him, devastated, looking for an answer from him as to why he did what he did, and with his notable indifference, he answered.

— I warned you, Dana. I'm tired and the last thing I want to do is listen to you. I'm not forcing you to stay with me, you're free to go... what are you going to do?